I hope I never wake up.

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!TW! Talks about suic1de

Victoria's POV.

I look over and see Draco Malfoy. WHY. JUST WHY. I take a deep breath and look over at him. I take out my headphones as he leans on the door frame. He smirks at me and I say, "What do you want Malfoy?" I try to stay calm as he reply's, "I like the song you're listening too." As I was about to say how- he cuts me off. "You have your music up loud." "Every one can hear it." EVEN THROUGH HE HEADPHONES??

I think to myself. God this asshole. I was almost insecure about it but then I realized I don't care about what he thinks. "Go away" I say. He smiles cunningly and sits down across from me. He shuts the door and stares at me. I roll my eyes. But before I could say anything he starts acting like a child. For some reason he hits me with insults that only middle schoolers would use. "You are lame" "loser". " What the fuck" I say out loud. "Just kidding" he reply's with a smile on his face. "Jesus Draco, you've been mean to me all these years and now you are trying to be friendly" I almost feel bad for him. LOL he probably lost all his friends.

But before he says anything back that playful look on his face disappears. "I would never wanna be friends with a mudblood." he says. "You have no friends. I saw Eleanor leave you this morning. And soon she won't even talk to you." He adds on. "Draco" I say "Whatever your trying to do here, it's not working." He replies with. "I'm not trying to do anything. Just giving you a heads up. Since Eleanor and I are now dating.' He smirks.



My heart shatters.


Nothing like this usually makes me upset. But I saw that satisfaction on his face as he said that. He knew. He fucking knew it would get under my skin. Tears start rushing. But anger slowly starts filling my body. Rushing through my blood. Pulsing through my veins. I tighten my fists. The anger, slowly, but thoroughly, boils over. As I continue seeing him get satisfaction. By now the anger is well pouring out. I get up. And before he could even blink. With all my strength I slap him right across the face.

But before I could get relief. I realize he is just sitting there in the same position he was when I hit him. His face faced towards the window and his body towards me. He looked in shock. "Draco?" I say. No response. I stand there in awkward silence. "Pussy" I say smirking.

"You're gonna regret that." He says. He pushes me up against that wall before I could even react. Grabs his wand and uses a spell I've never heard before. One long cut runs down my arm. Deeper than I thought. Blood is all I see. Running down my arm. He just looks down at my arm. Did he see the cuts? He had no expression. Fucking sociopath. I scream in pain but no one seems to hear. "YOU ARE GONNA REGRET THIS MALFOY." I yell at him. He stands up as I fall to the ground. He is about to leave but I don't let him get away with it. I use my other arm and trip him. He stumbles and falls on the door.

I can see the anger flooding his eyes. I look up at him with my hazel green eyes as I'm on the ground. For a moment I thought he felt some sympathy. But no. He gets down on his knees and pulls my hair back with his big veiny hands and says. "If you ever do that again. next time you will be dead." HA he thinks I would care if I'm dead or not. I stared back into his deep blue eyes. I move my face closer to his in a "romantic" way. I could see him visibly getting nervous. "what-" he says. But I did the exact opposite. I spat. Right in his face. He throws my head down on the ground. And he grunts as he quickly walks off. I look down and realize my whole shirt is red. I start to get light headed.

I sigh. I liked this blouse. I always get beat down. What a day. I should just go back to public school. Or kill myself. No one would even notice. I rip off my shirt and rap it around my arm. I pull out my bag and put on a black hoodie. But when I stand up I realized I lost a lot of blood. I passed out.



Black. I see just black.


I wake up. My wound is still pretty bad and it hurts but not as bad. I go to my bag and pull out a cigarette. I light it and look out the window. I start breaking down. I'm not only going through physical pain but mental. My best friend. For years. Is dating Draco. I knew it. She always took his side on everything throughout the years of bullying. God I hate this world.

I look out the window and realize everything is gray. And raining. At least the Earth understands. I whisper to myself. I finish the cig and slowly fall asleep.

I hope I never wake up.

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