" If I could change one thing..." (No Official Title Yet)

Yuki Tenshi: introduction

Hello. I am Hizumi Hatō. Blonde hair, Blue eyes. And I'm an asshole. Sounds really weird right? Well it kinda is. I am 18 right now, and I regret my actions. But I can't do anything to change them. If I had to describe what I'm feeling right now.. I'd probably say loneliness. Loneliness, regret and an empty feeling.

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Age: 16

Name: Hizumi Hatō

"Hizumi! Get up! It's time for school! You're 16 now I shouldn't have to wake you up anymore!" ..  that was my mom. She annoys me. She always bothers me with the smallest things. If I could choose to change one thing in my life, it'd choose that she would disappear.

"I'm coming!" .. I already started the day in a bad mood. I came downstairs and saw my mom smiling at me. "Hizu! I got some news for you! There's gonna be a new student at your school! I heard his name was something along the lines of Yuki Tenshi, and he went to your school because he got bullied on this old school, so be nice to him, okay?" .. "I couldn't care less."

"Hizumi! Don't be like that! At least try to befriend him!" .. I had already left the house as she said that. Why would I even bother speaking to a new student. It's not like he's anything special at all. And if he got bullied on his own school he probably sucks.

"Hizumi!" My friends called out to me. "Hizumi! Did you hear it? About the new student?" .. "Yeah, there's a new student coming right?" I said. "Yeah. But apparently all the girls are all over him! Man I'm jealous. I wonder what the hell they see in him." .. girls? All over him? Why should I care. It's not like I have any sense of interest in him or girls anyways.

"Kyaa~~!!!" I turned around to see a few girls scream their lungs out. Couldn't they be quieter? "Can you all shut the fuck up!" I screamed at them, but they didn't even turn around. I got angry and walked towards what they were screaming at. There was a remarkably light skin colored boy with black hair. 

I approached him. "Hey! Hey you right there!" I said. .. he turned to me and stared me right in my eyes. "Can't you and your stupid 'fanclub' go somewhere else?! You're disturbing this whole area!" He didn't even look offended in the least.

"So what? Am I not allowed to go anywhere because I'm more popular than you are?" .. "jeez, you should like a child, what are you, 10?" I said.

"Huh, you jealous or something?" He said. "What?" "I said, are you jealous or something?" He repeated. What the fuck does he think he's doing? "Get off your high horse and get real man! Who'd be jealous of an ugly looking guy like you! Also, didn't you get bullied on your old school? Weren't you an underdog there?! Don't try to act all high and mighty here, Yuki, nothing has changed." .. now he did look a bit offended. 

"What did you just say?" He said, sounding a little too calm. "I said-" "don't even repeat yourself. I don't know who you are, and I don't know what you think you are, but don't ever talk about me as if you know me. You have no idea what I went through." He walked off.

He walked off from me. First he was rude to me, and then he had the balls to say I was the one in the wrong. He thought he won the argument, huh. "Well you're-" I got cut off. "not cool man.." a guy said who has seen the whole thing. "Jeez, rude much?",  "I don't really like him, he seems rude." a few girls were talking about me. "Hey! Hizumi! You're an asshole!" One of the girls screamed. And some other people, even boys, started to agree.

What the fuck was this? This isn't something even worth hating someone for! I only asked him to move and now suddenly the whole school hates me!?

My friends were looking at me, but when I tried to make eye-contact they looked away as if they didn't wanna get involved.

Then I decided something new. My mom always annoys me. If I could choose to change one thing in my life, it'd choose that she would disappear. Yuki is starting to annoy me too. 

If I could choose to change two things in my life, it'd choose that my mom and Yuki would disappear.

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"Welcome home, Hizumi!" My mom said, smiling again. "How did you like the new guy?" "I hated him. I hope he dies." "Hizumi. We do not wish death upon anyone in this household. Apologize right now." "Jeez, why are you so fed up. I only stated my opinion." .. after that my mom and I got into an argument and now I am sitting in my room. 

"Tch. Stupid mom. Stupid Yuki." My mom shouldn't overreact all the time. And Yuki should just shut the fuck up. After the argument with Yuki, some girls spread rumors about me through the whole school. It started with things like: "he bullied Yuki" and even got to things like "he beats up innocent people for no reason" which obviously wasn't true.

Ugh, sometimes.. I really hate life.

To be continued..