As a teen-adult what most I afraid of was 'fear' i grow up mostly regret of what I could have done if this fear didn't hold me back...
Starting there as I look back I start to wonder... "If I wouldn't be held back by them would I be able to achieve what I couldn't?" " If I wouldn't be held by them would I become a different version than I was before?" "If I wouldn't be held by them what would I become or be exactly?.." These things that keep me wondering make me feel so unfair and furious.
why?! Why would they hold me back?! I could become so much more!
As I keep questioning this question in my headI start to thought that if I keep holding it... I will just get hurt in the end
As time goes by I realize that no matter what things will get better but! But.. It does take a long time and it will be painful when you remember sometimes but it's true I guess when people said that it is better to let it go... And just leave it as it is.After all, the past is the past...
All you have to do is moving forward in hope that everything that held you back will 'disappear' and will heal as time flows by.
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LIFE EXPERIENCE AS A TEEN-ADULT
Poetrylife as a teen-adult seems to be hard this word or thoughts based on my experience... feel free to take a look