Same Mistakes

Chapter 8

Bella's P.O.V.

Pain. Darkness. Silence. My mouth is completely dry and it smells like chemicals.

The pain is over powering though. My stomach hurts the most but my head hurts almost as much. I snap open my eyes but insanely close them. I open them slowly this time and I'm met with brightness.

I sit up a little but collapse back on the bed. I turn my head to the side and see Zayn sitting there with his head in his hands, crying silently.

"Z-zayn?" I whisper.

His head snaps up and he looks right at me.

"Bella? You're awake! How do you feel?" He says moving closer to me.

"Like shit. What happened? Where am I?" I say confused.

"You're at the hospital Belles. You don't remember what happened with Connor?" He says.

Then it hits me. He raped me for two weeks straight. Then he stabbed me and Brooklyn and McKenna were there too. I remember everything now.

"I remember now. I remember everything." Tears begin to fall down my face.

Zayn reaches to wipe them away but right when his hand makes contact with my face I flinch and wince. I didn't even mean to do that. It just happened.

Zayn moves back and sits down.

"I-I'm so sorry Zayn. I didn't mean to flinch, it just happened. It's not that I don't trust you-" I start to apologize.

"Shhhh babe, it's fine. I understand. You're traumatized. It's ok. Everything is going to be ok." He says.

He leans down and asks for permission to wipe away my tears. I nod and this time I don't move away. He wraps his arms around me and hugs me. I cry into his chest. I close my eyes and fall asleep while Zayn plays with my hair.

A FEW HOURS LATER

"How is she?" Harry says.

"Ok. Broken but ok I think. She flinched when I touched her for the first time. It's going to take time but she'll get through it. I know she will." Zayn says.

"When will she able to come home?" Louis asks.

"I don't know. When she wakes up I'll get a doctor come in to talk to her and us." Zayn says.

I choose that moment to open my eyes. I look around and see all the boys sitting there plus my parents.

"Honey! You're awake. I'll go get a doctor." My dad says and gets up and leaves.

He returns a few minutes later with a doctor. My dad goes and sits next to my mom.

"Hello Isabella. I'm Dr. Green. How are you feeling?" The doctor asks.

"Like crap." I reply.

"Okk well let me tell you what your injuries are. We had to remove your appendix because it almost burst. We had to put stitches obviously where we took your appendix out in your stomach, but also along your stomach where you were cut, and on your forehead. The stitches on your head and from the cut on your stomach will have to be in for awhile probably but the other ones will only have to be in for a week or so. We still need to do a rape kit though. Are you ready to do that?" He asks.

I nod my head slowly. Zayn helps me get out of bed since he's the only one I'm letting touch me at the moment.

"Can my mum come with me?" I ask the doctor.

He says yes. My mum helps me into a wheelchair and then wheels me to the room.

We do the rape kit. A nurse takes pictures of all my injuries and everything. Every time she touches me though I flinch. My mum looks really worried.

We go back to my room and I lie down in bed again. Dr. Green comes in again.

"We just want you I stay over night to make sure you're ok. If everything goes fine tonight you will be able to go home in the morning." He says then leaves.

"Sweetie, tomorrow do you want to come home with us or stay with Zayn and the boys?" My dad asks.

"I want to stay with Zayn. I'm not leaving." I say.

"Are you sure sweetheart?" My mom says.

"Yes."

My parents nod my head.

"We should get going then. We both have work tomorrow I'm sorry we can't stay longer. If you need anything don't hesitant to call. We love you." My dad says.

My parents hug me bye but I wince each time. They don't seem to notice though. They leave the room so it's only me and the boys.

"Do you need anything babe?" Harry asks.

"No I'm fine for now. Thanks."

"Let's watch a movie!" Niall suggests.

"Bella you can pick the movie!" Liam says.

"Umm lets watch...Snow White and the Huntsman!" I say.

They put it on and we begin watching. Zayn gets into my bed with me so I feel safer. I snuggle into my chest and eventually gal asleep.

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"Connor please don't kill me! Please!" I beg.

"Shut up bitch." Connor says.

He forces himself in me and picks up a knife. He runs it across my whole body despite my screaming.

"Ow! Stop!!" I try to say but my sobs are too loud.

Connor raises the knife above his head and starts bringing it down towards me. Brooklyn and McKenna are in the background laughing.

My body gets shaken awake and my eyes fly open.

"Bella, calm down. It's ok. It was just a dream." Zayn says and pulls me closer to him.

That's when I realize I'm crying when a warm, liquid falls down my face.

"He was going to kill me." I say in-between sobs.

"He's not going to kill you. I promise. I won't let him. None of us will." Harry says appearing at my side.

Harry makes a sign asking if he can hug me. I hesitant at first but then let him. He engulfs me in a hug and starts rubbing circles in my back. I cry into his shoulder and he let's me.

"Zayn why don't you go home and get some rest. I'll stay here with Bella." Harry says to Zayn.

I look over at Zayn and see that he has bags under his eyes and he keeps yawning. He looks hesitant too.

"Is that ok with you Belles?" He asks.

I nod my head reassuring him that all be fine. He gets up and gives me a quick hug before leaving with the rest of the boys.

I let Harry climb into bed with me now. I cuddle up to his chest. He wraps his arms around my waist and holds me tight. I feel safe in his arms and part of me never wants to let go. Ever.

I close my eyes and let sleep take over once again but this time I don't have any nightmares. I only think of Harry.

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Yayy! I updated! It was kinda filler. Sorry. I probably won't update till after Christmas but I don't know. Maybe I'll update before but I most likely won't.

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