~Something different ~ runa x reader

Chapter twenty three

tw ; hinted depression

It had been a week since that. I had ordered jun just to stay out my way , honestly, I thought I would feel better than I did. I realised that I had been slowly pushing people away , but when I realised ...I didn't exactly stop. I had started eating lunch by myself , not texting people back for hours, locking myself in my room.

There was no reason for this , in fact everything was going ok was it not?

I wasn't paying attention as ow asked through the corridor and bumped into someone. I fell backwards into the floor

" oh- sorry-"I looked up , it was midari.

" huh- oh don't worry about it kid " she pulled me up off the floor. " hey that's strange , did you leave the student council?"

" no?" I looked at my feet trying to act confused.

" huh. I haven't seen you in the meeting. Whatever , have a good day kid " she nodded at me and walked away.

I nodded back and carried in walking. I was meant to be in class or the student council room but I couldn't , no not COULDN'T , wouldn't.

I walked past kiraris office just as the door opened. " y/n. " I looked over at the door , Kirari was stood there.

" Hm?"

" office. Now please. " she looked at my sternly and I sighed. I knew I was going to get in trouble for not attending class or going to the council room. I followed her in and sat on a red couch opposite her desk. She shut the door and walked around the table and sat on her desk chair. She interlocked her fingers and rested her chin on her hands , looking me up and down with her ice blue gaze.

" so. " she started. " want to tell me why you havnt been in class ?"

I looked at my feet. " I don't know. " I muttered.

" sorry , speak up. I didn't quite hear you. " she said a smirk on her face. That smirk , god it was so mocking. Just to remind everyone she was in total power.

" I didn't feel like it. " I spoke louder letting our eyes meet.

Her eyes have off a slight hint of surprise.
" and you think that's acceptable?"

" no. " I said simply looking away. " it's not like I don't want to , I just - can't. "

" and why'd that ?" Her gaze was cold now.

" you wouldn't understand. "

" try me y/n."