Little Toy Guns (OHSHC Kyoya Fanfic)

Broken

Song;
Wake up to a Sunny Day
Not a cloud up in the sky
And then it starts to rain
My defenses hit the ground
And they shatter all around
So open and exposed
But I found strength in the struggle
Face to face with my troubles

When you're broken
In a Million little pieces
And your tryin'
But you can't hold on any more
Every tear falls down for a reason
Don't you stop believin' in your self
When you're broken

Little girl don't be so blue
I know what you're going through
Don't let it beat you up
Hittin' walls and gettin' scars
Only makes you who you are
Only makes you who you are
No matter how much your heart is aching
There is beauty in the breaking
Yeah

When you're broken
In a Million little pieces
And your tryin'
But you can't hold on any more
Every tear falls down for a reason
Don't you stop believin' in your self
When you're broken

Better days are gonna find you once again
Every piece will find it's place
When you're broken
When you're broken

When you're broken
In a Million little pieces
And your tryin'
But you can't hold on any more
Every tear falls down for a reason
Don't you stop believin' in your self
When you're broken
Oh, when you're broken
When you're broken
When you're broken
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Kito's POV
After Kyoya's family family left, my parents started arguing. I calmly went up to my room, before freaking out. I scrambled over to my cell phone, which was plugged up on my nightstand.

I quickly called Kaoru, seeing as he was the twin with better emotion handling skills. He picked up almost immediately, "Hello?" I was shaking and holding back tears as I spoke, "Kaoru. It's Kito."
"Are you okay?"
"Not really"
"Parents?"
"Yeah."
"I can hear them in over the phone."
"I know. I'm trying to ignore them, but it hurts so much!"
"I know. I know, but it'll be okay."
"That's what I keep telling myself. It never gets better though..."
"It will. I know it will."
I sniffled, "Thanks Kao-chan."
He chuckled slightly, "Who are you Honey-Senpai?"
I laughed, "You always cheer me up Kaoru!"
Sometimes I swear he acted like my guardian angel. Like a brother I wish I had.

We chatted for a little while. I was able to completely tune out my parents fighting. By the time we hung up, it was midnight. I smiled and stared up at my ceiling. I could always count on Kaoru. We were so close.

~The Next Day After School~

I went out to the front of the school. Instead of my normal limo and Will, my parents were parked in front of the school. They were obviously arguing. I sighed slightly and got in the car. My parents just kept arguing. I felt my eyes burn with tears and got out of the car. I ran into Music Room 3.

I felt my heart pound against my chest and my breathing was shaky. Everything was starting to spin. Hikaru and Kaoru ran over to me. The girls were really concerned. I had made lots of friends at school. I had one of those personalities. The twins laid me on the couch. The girls all left quickly, while the hosts gathered around me. Kyoya quickly told the other hosts what was going on, "She's having a panic attack." There was no emotion in his voice at all. Of course there wasn't. He is Kyoya Ootori. He was as emotionless as his father. I tried focusing on him because of his calmness.

I soon was able to calm down and sit up. All the hosts, excluding Kyoya, seemed really worried. "What happened? Well, why did you have a panic attack?" Tamaki asked. I quickly looked around, trying to make up a lie. "You can't lie to us, Kito," Kyoya stated simply. I just looked down.

Tears were burning in my eyes, but I didn't want the hosts to know I was crying. Kaoru hugged me tight. I buried my face in the crook of the younger boy's neck and let out a choked sob. Kaoru held me tighter, "Shhhh, it's okay. It's okay. Please, Kito, calm down." I was able to speak through my tears, "I can't handle it much longer!" Hikaru looked at me, "Kito, you yelled that out loud." I looked at Hikaru through tear-blurred eyes, "I don't care anymore! I just can't take it! They finally broke me!" I felt the hosts staring at me. I dropped my gaze to the floor.

The twins tried to calm me down, eventually succeeding after a long time. I sat quietly on a couch. Kyoya pulled out his laptop and sat on the couch across from me. I glanced at him. He was typing quickly. After a few minutes of clicking, typing, and scrolling, he looked at me, "There seems to be no evidence of what caused your mental break." I felt everything I had never told bubble up. I tried to keep quiet, but I couldn't any longer. I closed my eyes and started speaking, "I know there is no evidence! My parents hide their screaming arguments from everyone and told me never to tell anyone about their arguing! They have argued at least five times a week for years! I had to listen to it as a child, and I just can't handle it anymore!"

Realizing what I had said, I panicked and ran to one of the private bathrooms. I started shaking. What was going to happen now? Was Kyoya going to tell his family about my family? If anyone knew what happened at my home, rumors would spread. That could lead to lots of trouble for the Nakanishi family. I heard knocking on the door, "Kito. Kito, please come out. We need to talk." It was Kyoya. Of- freaking- course. I couldn't hide in the bathroom forever, so I just came out.

Kyoya grabbed my arm and took my to a spare room. "Kyoya, please don't tell anyone what I said!" I begged. Kyoya looked my in the eyes, "I'm not going to tell anyone if you don't want me to." I let out a sigh of relief and hugged him, "Thank you." I quickly realized my actions and let go of Kyoya. He made no sound or movement. I stood awkwardly before sighing, "Sorry..." "It's okay," he said quickly.