SaiOuma/HinaKoma || One-Shots || Danganronpa ||

💔Freaks [Song Fic]💔

Don't kill me, just help me run away!

I really wanted to run away, more than anything I've ever wanted. Escape this killing game and..be free. However, I didn't want to go if it meant losing Shuichi. I'm going to need to come up with a plan..one that would ensure the escape of the remaining people alive. I may need the help of a certain detective..

From everyone, I need a place to stay..

It's going as planned..Everyone hates me! I figured that I could.. sacrifice myself. I feel so lonely though. I know I will die hated and I'm willing to go through that but- it hurts..a lot.

Where I can cover up my face.

I want to just run and never look back. I want to make sure no one will ever see me again. Shuichi was right..I have no one. Why can't I be happy? Why can't people understand why I'm doing this?

Don't cry! I am just a freak.

I wipe my eyes. This is what I get..for being a dumb liar. For being annoying. For being childish. For being a freak. I wish I could do something different but..this is the only way. I can't have it any other way..I don't want them to miss me.

I am just a freak..
I am just a freak..

I will always have no one. I mess everything up. Gonta.. I'm so sorry. I really am! You were the only one who saw me as human..even though I did all those horrible things to you.

My head is filled with Parasites,

Bad thoughts always swarm my head. It's like I have this..parasite that refuses to let me think positive thoughts. Though..I suppose someone like me shouldn't be happy.

Black holes cover up my eyes.

Why can nobody see my pain..? Does it not show in my eyes? Am I that good at pretending? What's wrong with me...?

I dream of you, almost every night!

I wake up in a sweat. I love him..I really really do. Why can't I be loved back..? Shuichi Saihara..why must you haunt me in my dreams too? I want you more than you could ever imagine.

Hopefully, I won't wake up this time.

I lay back down, closing my eyes. I drift off into a sweet dream of Shuichi and I. I never ever want to leave this dream land..

I won't wake up this time!

I take off my shirt and scarf after removing the arrows.

I won't wake up this time!

I lay down on Kaito's jacket. It felt so cold..and distant. Is this what dying alone feels like..?

I won't wake up this time!

I'm sorry everyone. This is for the best. Goodbye..Shuichi. I will always love you.