Girl With Fake Smile

Chapter 21

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I feel something heavy wrap around me. At first I got terrified thinking that someone is sleeping besides me. But I remember that, Lekzin had spend her night with me, taking care of me. I turn back to see Lekzin sleeping peacefully.

It's such a relief that it's Lekzin but not stranger. Today, I feel much better and thanks to Lekzin that she took care of me. I wake up not disturbing Lekzin. I want her to let sleep as she was taking care of me whole night and I think she barely get an hour to sleep.

I wash up and prepare breakfast for us. I serve her coffe which I place on table besides bed.

" Lekzin, wake up! We may get late. We only have 30 minutes" I said.

" Ahhh, what a nice day" she says rubbing her eyes.

" Ways go, wash up. lets have breakfast" I said holding her hang and pulling her from bed. After few minutes, she join to have breakfast.

" Ah, umm...i'm sorry. Becaus of me, you didn't get enough sleep" I said  feeling disappoint.

" It's okie. Don't say such things. Friends are meant to help  eachother in needs" she said smiling brightly.

I just rerurn her smile not knowing what to say. After breakfast, we walk towards our work place. Many people were on their way to work just like us. Some are taking bus while some are walking along road side just like us while the rich one were driving their own car.

After ten minutes of walking, we finally reach our work place. She join her duty as well as me too. I have few documents to submit to my boss. I don't want to see his face for a while but I have no choice being working under him and it's my duty. 

I reach Infront of jigme's office. Before entering into his office, I take a long breath and exhale it. Without knocking on door, I enter his office as the door is already open. As soon as I enter, I can't walk when I reach halfway towards him. I saw Yuden and him again laughing together. I don't know what made them to laugh.

I regret for not knocking before I enter. I hand the documents  to him without making eye contact. Still than, I don't have a right to get angry at him. It's me only who love him and he doesn't even confess me. So, yes, I don't have right to get mad nor to fell sad about that,I thought to myself and walk out of his office.

I wish I do have someone who care me and love me like the way I want. In movie, there is always someone who care for eachother, but here I'm the only one who has a feelings. It's unfair I thought again. Seems like every man who enter in my way, are all same.

I regret again for falling for Jigme though I knew how I ended up  with my crush and how Namgay had cheat on me. Okie, I can do it and I will forget jigme too. With this, I continue to focus on my work. I don't want to quit work because of love. So I decided to  build relationships of just boss and employees.

Some of my colleague even bad mouth on me talking about how my boss break up with me after he use me. Still than, I don't say a single words as what they are saying were not true. He doesn't use me nor we break up. How comes they said we break up when we are not even in a relationship.

I'm no longer mad or sad about such fake criticism as I had been growing up hearing those fake bad mouth either from my childhood friend or from my neighbor. 

I was on my way back to home. I take out Sammi orange juice can, to drink. When I open juice, my hand got cut and it starts to bleed non stopping. I don't know what to do but my boss caught my hand out of blue and start wrapping my hand using his handkerchief.

"Are you okie?" he asked. "

Why?...why did you care if I'm fine or not?" I said out of anger.

Whenever I saw him I can't hold my feelings towards him. I want to hold him tight. I want to hold his hand and walk along sea.  I'm afraid that I may do something that I shouldn't be done. So, I just walk away from him with tears.  He held me by my hand again when I was just few steps away from him.

" What's wrong? Please, at least let me know" he said.

" Why I should share you? When you care about other. Why? Also, why do you keep popping infront of me? Do you know how hard it's for me to pretend like nothing happen? Did u enjoy..." Before I could complete what I'm going to say, he held me tightly  whispering " I love you. I miss you even I'm with you. I won't let you go, never."

For a moment my heart stopped beating. After few moments, we walk holding hands.

" Then, who is girl that you are always with? I heard your parents discussing about your marriage with her." I said with tears in my eyes.

"Hah....Hahaa....I can't believe you assume such things with my sister" he said laughing.

" What! Sister?..." I feel regret for telling him that part because of my jealous.

" Are you jealous? I think you are?" He asked me. I can't utter a word. I'm speechless now. It's a relief that she is his sister.

" Also, my parents  were discussing our marriage." he said.

Now I hate and regret for doubting him and his sister. When I look into him, every part of him attracts me and suit him well. Every minute become precious when I spend my time with him. I want to hold his hand forever. I want to stop time when I spend with him and also I wish I can extend time when I'm with him.

The things that he like becomes things that I like too. The things he treasure become my precious too. Every taste he likes become my favourite taste.  He is only person who care me and love me besides my best friend. He is the one that brings me happiness and shine in my life like a moon when it's dark. 

Also, I want to make him happy and every moment filled with happiness so that I won't regret later even if I have to leave this world. He becomes the only person whom I can trust forever. Even a single second without him makes me crazy. That's how  the power of love is.

If you truely love someone, it drive you crazy and love everything that he love. My life with him is much crazier that made me mad whenever when I'm with him. I love everything about him and I will throughout my life.
Thank for giving me the life I want.

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