Lifeline

- Grew up too fast -

Intro

No, please don't I mumbled as I was drowning in my tears. Please let me go brother I screamed but of course, no one listened. He was on crack. How i hate that drug, it's been tearing this family apart. He had no idea what he was doing to me, I guess you can't blame him.

Minutes which felt like hours later we heard a car. He finally let me go and shoved me to the bathroom, throwing all of my clothes and the towels he used , which were soaked in my virginity blood. I hear people coming in, I quickly shut the bathroom door for I fear they would disown me if they found out.

Life went on. Things eventually started to change, my name is Isabella Balan. 7 years later, I'm 15 years old and far away from my native land. We moved away a few months ago and are now currently living in the states (U.S). Things are finally settlingdown, I'm finally starting to have hope. I've been thinking that maybe in this new country i will get the life i feel i deserve. Of course things never happen or go as i pleased, i should have known. That should be common knowledge for me since the very beginning.

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This is my first time attempting to write anything besides individual writing. I could never even keep a dairy, lol.

Sooooooooooooooooo, is it good, bad or horrible? I gladly accept criticism by the way.