SEQUEL TO PERFECTLY FAKE - read that first <3
Niall's life is so silent without Lillianna.
Niall misses the way she taps on her phone with her dramatic acrylic nails until he settles into bed, then kisses him and tucks her toes beneath Niall's cal...
this is a journey hehe so please get comfy, grab a snack and enjoy! Also please comment and vote it means the absolute world and trust me when I say that the story is just beginning. You are all not ready. <3
Picture: Lilli's outfit and I think this photo accurately captures her spirit in this chapter 💗
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N I A L L
I sit on the edge of the hotel bed, desperately watching the clock as I anxiously wait for her to return. I begin to pace back and forth, replaying every word that was said and frantically imagining every terrible scenario that could happen to her as she walks alone through the hotel.
I was completely out of line, we both were but ultimately she was right.
I have just been so focused on work and Simon's expectations that I forgot about what's truly important; Lilli and Oilibhia.
I can't believe I couldn't answer those questions, it actually breaks my heart to see how much we have grown apart.
Lilli has been gone for over 3 hours and is blatantly ignoring my phone calls so I have no choice but to sit facing the door waiting for her to return.
Eventually, I hear the door creak open and Lilli walks into the room in a much more calm manner than she exited. She has obviously been crying, her blue hair is in a low ponytail, tangled at the bottom and her dark eyeliner has smudged all over her eyes but I still think she's absolutely gorgeous.
"Lilli, where have you been? Are you okay? I've been worried sick about you," I ask frantically, jumping up from my chair but she just looks at me sadly, her big eyes captivating and reminiscent of Oilibhia's.
"I went on a walk but don't worry nobody saw me, if that's what you were really asking," Lilli says so quietly that I can barely hear her.
She looks absolutely exhausted.
"No, I was just worried about you!" I say desperately, my hands aching to hold her small body but I keep my distance as I know that is what she wants for now.
"I think we need to talk," I start but Lilli shakes her head dismissively and begins to clumsily unpack her pyjamas.
"I'm exhausted, I'm going to sleep," Lilli states in a monotone voice, ignoring my sighs as I follow after her like a lost puppy.
"Okay." I sigh, knowing that once she has made up her mind she won't change it.
I strip down to my boxers whilst she brushes her teeth and takes off her smudged makeup and I climb into the large hotel bed, sleeping on my side of the bed.
