My mind hates you then why does my heart and body long for you?

(Author's note hey guys hope you like my new story i thought it would be fun to make a story with my name in it as main character. hope you guys like it!!Comment and vote!!)

"Jasmine come on were going to be late for first period!!" Aleise called from outside the bathroom.

"Yea Jasmine come on! How long can getting dressed and putting on makeup take you next time your getting up at 5a.m. So you could be ready before us!" Kurra also yelled at me.

"I'm going I'm going it's that its the first time I'm going to see Alan since before winter break!!" I yelled out to them. I finally got done and went out to see their reaction. Kurra and Aleise just stud their looking at me with their mouths open it had been a long time since they'd seen me with a skirt actually it had been a long time since anyone had seen me with a skirt but today was a special day a special year today it was all going to be perfect or at least I hopped it would all be OK.

"Wow you look good." Aleise said.

"You look like a girl." Kurra said and we all started laughing. "no but you do look good Alan wont know what hit him when he see's you." she added.

"I hope your right." I said nervously.

"Jasmine don't worry not a lot can change in just two weeks." Aleise said hugging me.

"OK well I'm going to go get my bag and books." I said to them and went to my room. As I passed my mirror I stopped to look at my reflection. I was wearing a skirt just above my knees and a v-neck shirt with high heels and my hair curled and I had even put on a little mascara and eyeliner plus eyeshadow. I thought I looked pretty my friend thought I looked pretty I just hope Alan (my boyfriend) thought so too. I grasped everything and went downstairs Kurra and Aleise were already waiting down their for me with Morgan.

"Wow Kurra and Aleise weren't lying you do look good." She said as she looked at me she gave me a hug and pulled one of my curls and let it go so it would bounce back into place. She always liked playing with my hair when it when it was in curls.

"OK so lets go. We have to go back to school even if we don't want to." I said to them as we got in the Aleise's car it was her turn to drive tomorrow it wold be Kurra's then Mine Then Morgan's then we would repeat over and over again. As we neared the school the butterflies in my stomach started up again. I got my phone out and sent Alan a text:

Me: Hey babe were u at?

Him: I'm over here with the guys at the gym we were playin basketball but not n e more u?

Me: I'm still in the car with my sis's we'll b their in 2-5 min. k?

Him: K i'll wait 4 u at the cafeteria k babe?

Me: k i'll go over their as soon as I put my stuff in my locker

Him: k cant wait 2 c u!

Me: I love you babe cant wait 2 c u either!

"Jasmine are you going to get out the car or what?" Kurra said finally getting my attention.

"oh, sorry I hadn't realized we were at school." I said blushing a little.

"Its all right that happens when ever your talking or thinking about Alan so I'm already used to it." she said as I got out and we headed toward our lockers. Kurra went to her's and I went to mine but as we neared them I noticed someone was leaning against mine.

"Hey Jazzy." The person said. I still didn't know who it was and was a little shocked he knew my name. Then I got closer and realized who it was, Ralf, my ex-boyfriend my only other real relationship before Alan. Sure I went out with other guys but with him it was the only real relationship I had we were together for like 1 ½ yrs. and I thought we would be together for a long time, but as usually I was wrong. He broke my heart and then when I met Alvaro I was scared to get together with him because what I felt for him was also real so instead I went out with his friends and only staid friends with him only once in a while we would flirt and have our special moments but nothing more. Now with Alan I wasn't taking the risk of losing him so I agreed to go out with him.