you will be found - dnf - incomplete

CHAPTER 1

TW!!: This book is about bulimia (eating disorder) so if it triggers you stop reading!! (Also George doesn't suffer from this in real life, this is just a story! Another thing is I am NOT an expert so it's not going to be perfect. :)) if this triggers you please stop reading!

George's eyes flutter open, and he notices the slow downpour of rain. He doesn't like rainy days very much, because of the lightning and thunder. Random bursts of light? Random booms from the sky? Yeah, no thanks.

"Great way to start another terrible day," George says to himself, sarcastically smiling. "This is exactly what I want."

George had never been an optimistic person, and that wasn't going to change any time soon. The way his life is going made him think it could never get better.

He opens his phone and sees a bunch of missed calls, messages, and other things he couldn't care about. Having absolutely no motivation to talk to anyone at all, he shuts off his phone.

I haven't streamed in a while. Eh.

Suddenly, his phone starts ringing. Annoyed, he checks to see who it's from. The contact read, "Clay."

Although he was pissed, and although he didn't want to talk to anyone or even move, he answered.

"George, finally!" Clay says annoyed. "We've been trying to get you to answer all morning! Its the MCC, did you forget?"

George actually hadn't forgotten, he just didn't have any motivation to show up.

Why did I pick up? I really don't wanna talk to anyone...

"Oh right, I completely forgot!" George lied. "I'll get set up now, how much time do I have?"

"Only 5 minutes," Clay responds.

"Alright, alright, I'm going."

George climbs out of his bed and sits down at his desk. He starts turning on his computer as he hears Clay anxiously hum.

He logs onto the server and joins the VC, and they all greet each other. His team has Dream, Technoblde, and Tommy on it. You could say it was a bit chaotic... He starts up the stream and waits for the MCC to start.

. . .

"Alright guys, thanks for watching!" George said, exhausted. "I hope you all enjoyed the stream! See you next time!"

Right as he leaves the call, he gets a text from Clay.

"U okay? U looked kinda tired on stream today :(" 8:30 pm (3:30 pm for dream)

He felt his stomach rumble but put it off for later.

8:31 pm "Yeah I just had a hard time sleeping :)"

"Bye guys, thanks for the fun stream," George says to the others on the call. He leaves the call and shuts off his computer completely.

George stands up, having a random burst of motivation.

He decides he's going to try eating something for once.

This isn't binging, is it? No, I'm actually trying to eat for once. I hope.

He walks to his fridge and grabs an apple, and eats it in what would probably be record time.

He grabs another item from the fridge and eats it too, and keeps eating and eating.

.

But then he realizes how much he had just eaten.

Fuck.

George drops everything and runs to the bathroom. He slowly looks up at his reflection in the mirror, instantly regretting it.

You're going to get so fat if you keep eating like that. Not to mention how fat you already are.

He feels a laugh escape his lips, although there's nothing funny about the situation.

He sits on the floor by the toilet, already knowing what he has to do.

Fuck this.

He starts to throw up.

Fuck you.

He starts cleaning up.

Fuck me.

He sighs and walks back to the kitchen. He cleans up the mess he left and slumps back into the mess of his room.

After a couple minutes of scrolling on twitter, he feels his phone buzzing.

Who would actually care enough to call me? I bet they misclicked, I'm too disgusting for anyone to talk to me.

He went to click decline, but his phone was upside down so he somehow managed to accept it.

"Hey George!" he heard someone say through the screen.

SORRY FOR THE SHORT CHAPTER!! I've been working on this for a couple of days and I really want to post the first chapter! Please boost + comment I spent so much time on this :) Ily guys!!

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