My name is Courtney I'm only 14 but yet I feel as if I was gone everybody would be happier. Sometimes I fall asleep and see a light then I wake up gasping for air. My friend asked,"are you okay you're a little pale?" "Yeah I'm fine I say with a shrug.she looks at me giveing me an uninsureing grin. "Well ok I have to go see you later.So after an hour or two I go home just to see my mom and dad yelling and screaming at eachouther. I run to my room and look for my blade. I finnaly found it. I do six cut in my wrist 1....2....3....4....5....6 I feel some of my pain go away I think to myself maybe next time I will cut deeper then leave for good.
