Life with you-JinNamKook

Chapter 4~ The truth

Namjoon Pov

I did a fast walk back to the car with my hands in my pockets. what was I thinking? Why would they love me like that?

I sigh.

When I go to the car, I got out my car key and used it to open the door. I got in and shut the door letting the tears drop from my face that I've been holding for about 2 minutes. I cried because I wanted them  but I know they won't want me. I also cried because I feel like a baby for Just leaving.

I was so deep in my thoughts, that I didn't hear the car doors opening. In came Jin and Jungkook. 

Oh gosh. I quickly wipe my tears like nothing happen and looked out the window.

"Namjoon? What's wrong?" Jin calmly asked. I felt a hand on my shoulder.

I coughed a little. "N-nothing Hyung" Dam my stutter.

"Uhh Namjoon? I have something to tell you. I don't know how you feel about this but... I really love you... Over the time I have known you, you have warmed my  heart up when I needed it. I've been struggling a lot as you know and to have someone like you really makes me feel better" Jin said.

I turn my head to face Jin with watery eyes. I wipe my tears. "you do?" 

I was surprised  to what he said. All this time he had feelings for me?

He nodded and looked straight at my eyes. I was staring back at him, then suddenly we both hugged each other. We didn't say anything, we Just hugged. I relaxed knowing he loves me.

"Hey guys? I don't want to ruin the moment but what is happening?  I hear Kookie's voice.

Me and Jin stopped hugging and turned to the cutest boy ever. He looked so confused and Innocent. 

"Well I have been hiding my feelings from Jin and he has been hiding his feelings too, we both love each other kookie. Like a boyfriend way, which brings me to say Jin Hyung will you be my boyfriend? I nervously asked him.

I can't believe I'm doing this. I still need to ask Kookie. Does he feel the same though?

" Oh my... Yes Joonie, I would love to be your boyfriend. I love you so much" Jin kissed my cheek which made me blush.

"Umm...guys" Jungkook awkwardly said, making me and Jin look at the boy.

I smiled at him. He looks so cute and handsome, hopefully ready to be ours. 

"I don't... understand this love feeling that you both have but... Being with you guys makes me wanna be with you forever. no one has ever made me feel this way. I still need some advice and some help with this three way relationship" I saw Jungkook blushing as he looks away.

"So you're saying you want to be in a relationship with us? We will happily take care of you and love you Kookie and we can take It slow since you're new to loving two people" I said calmly excited.

I feel so happy now. I love these boys so much even though I've only knew Jungkook for a week. I will even show them everyday that they are the best people I've met.

"y-yes. I would like to be with you guys. Jin Hyung, you always make me feel comfortable and I always want to hug you so deeply. Ohh and you look amazing all the time especially your smile. Namjoon Hyung, I love your voice and the way you think things. I also love the way you help Jin hyung when he needs it" Jungkook shyly spoke with them soppy eyes.

This boy Just hit my heart now honestly. I look at Jin and I think he is thinking what I am thinking. How much we love the boy. 

How can a he come from a messed up family and still be cute and kind to us? He is definitely not going back to them weird mean parents. I'll protect him.

"Well... Welcome to the relationship our sweet Kookie. We will make the best memories together" Jin pulled Kookie into a hug. 

I started the car. "We can all cuddle when we get home and I'll make some warm drinks for us since I can't cook. seatbelts on now" I announced.

We all put our seatbelts on and look both boys and they are smiling so sweetly. lucky me. I can't wait until we can actually feel each other. Wait what. I need to calm down haha.

We drove home in a comfortable silence. I guess we was all thinking how much we adore one another. Well we didn't do much shopping but at least we got some clothes for our Kookie. I love saying that now. our Kookie.

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CHAPTER 4 IS HERE 

and the  chapter 5 will be soon

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