Dear diary,Lola

The beginning!🤍

Lola🤍
"Dad,I need help with the boxes!"
"Hold up I'm helping your sister" "dad can't her mother help her?!?" "Lola,that's wasn't polite"
"Whatever I'll just help myself! Like always"

Lolas room🤍
Lolas pov🤍

I don't know why would dad help her instead of me! Im his real daughter she isn't even-!!
"Hey"her stepmom said calm
That's my step mom she can be annoying and just nosy sometimes.My father told me to treat her with respect cause she is the only mother I have left.Which I don't understand cause last time I checked I only had 1 MOTHER.Her and my father got married two months ago,so my dad thought it was a good idea to move closer to her family and away from mine.I thought it was just plain out rude that he was taking away the only family I had that was closer to my mom!.Its not like her family is mine anyway.
"Can you knock please"
"Well I mean this is my house so I don't think I have to knock"she says while laughing.
"Whatever"
"Hey I don't like that attitude your giving me"
"And does it look like I care"
"HEY!!now you listen to-"
"Honey is she giving u a hard time"
"Yeah a very hard one,I'm just going to finish cooking"
As she left the room I could already hear my father yelling at me before he even opened his mouth
"Lola,why do you disrespect her like that"
"I'm not being disrespectful if I say what's on my mind"
"Lola! Listen to me right now,she is your new mother no matter how much u like it"
"SHE WILL NEVER BE MY MOTHER!"
"Lola you have to embrace new changes!"
"Well I would have done better if you would have left me in San Francisco with grandma!"
"Well that wasn't gonna happen.Just cause we moved away from your moms family doesn't mean you act like a big baby!"
"WELL HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO ACT!YOU MIVED ME AWAY FROM THE ONLY FAMILY I HAD THAT REMIND ME OF MOM!"
Dad)*sighs*
"I'm sorry hun-"
"Your not sorry cause if you were u wouldn't have done it!"
"So just get out!"
As my dad left I couldn't stop but to help myself from crying.The fact that he didn't care to what I think and that he only cared for himself and his new family!But it seems to him that I was nothing to him now

After a couple minutes came by Stephen (step/mom)called us down for dinner. We had some spaghetti it was good but not better then my abuelas.
"So are you guys ready for school tomorrow?!?"
"Totes,I can't wait to see Olivia and Emma-"
Well the one that was talking is my stepsister.She is the life of the party u can say.I don't have any hard feelings about her she was pretty cool and all.Matter of fact I really only talked to her.
"Oh well make sure you don't forget to show Lola around"
"Oh what you say,sorry Chad just posted so I had to make sure I liked!"
"Honey no phones at the table"(dad)
"So I guess you call everyone honey now huh"I say while playing with my spaghetti.
"What are you talking about Lola"
"You know what I'm talking about"
"I actually don't Lola can you explain"
"Stop acting like you don't you only use to call me and mom honey!"
"Lola please not this again"
"Lola please just calm down"(stepmom)
"I am calm! I'm perfectly calm!"
"Lola why can't you just act like a normal daughter and go on with life stop living in the past!"
"Wow..so your just gonna forget about me mom and all of our memories! Just so you can't make your "new family" HAPPY!"
"You are dismissed from this table Lola! NOW!"
As I ran off from the table I started to sob ,till my eyes gave out.i was crying for hours wondering why would dad do this,why would he wanna forget.

After a few hours I checked my phone.
*incoming call from Abuela❤️*
Hey niña*
Hey grandma *
I've missed u*
I've missed you too*
Well I just wanted to hear your voice mija*
Well ok I love you*
Love you too*
*hangs up*
I got up and took a shower while crying I know u probably think ima crybaby but I'm just depressed
I've been this way since my mom died which was 4 years ago.And I still haven't got over it and I don't think I ever will.Ever time I'm in the shower I break down cause that's how I found out she died. But I have to get over it.

The next day!🤍

Lolas outfit🤍
As I woke up And got ready I went downstairs to get breakfast. No one said good morning to me not even father which I thought he was being petty cause he didn't say good night either last night. So I got my book bag and phone and AirPods,then stormed off.
I was supposed to ride to school with Maddie (step sister)but I was too angry to even wait for her . I didn't know where to go I was lost you could say until I saw a group of people. I guess they were waiting for a bus. So as I walked towards them I asked this one guy-
"Hey do you know where is Caliyway high school is?"
As he turned around I froze. He was breath taking I couldn't stop staring at him,he was tall but not too tall, brown eyes you could get lost in and as he turned around his smile was just so beautiful that I couldn't feel my mouth.Ugh whatever I was saying in my head was to cringe for me to every say out loud.

Miguel🤍

"Yeah this is the bus towards it,are you riding the bus or walking?"
"Oh I'm walking but I don't know how to get there"
"Well you can walk with me I know the way"
"Ok"
As we walked we were having conversation and I never wanted them to end he was just so CUTE! But I had to keep my cool.
"So you new around here?"
"Yeah I moved in with my....stepmom"
"You don't seem to happy about it"
"Because I'm not"
"Dang,why"
"I really don't wanna get into it right now"
"It's fine u don't know me anyways"he says while laughing
He was just so cute I wanted to tell him but I couldn't.
"Well looks like we're here.Ima see you around ummm...what's your name"
"Lola,Lola Blue"
"Oh that's a umm...beautiful name"
When he said those words I could see him trying not to blush,I couldn't help myself but to smile when he said those words
"And what's your name.."I said awkwardly
"Miguel"
Then there,there was the moment we're I knew I fell in love with "Miguel".