ghoul notes

*notes*

1/24/21

I have noticed a few things while on this journey to becoming a ghoul. Most of the time I have noticed in youtube comments, Wattpad journals, and my personal experience with this that most ghouls starting out with the subliminals are very emotional about after two/ three weeks after using the subliminals. I believe it's due to the start of new cells and the sudden change in the body like different hormones and cells as well as the construction of new organs. I need to try and do more research on this topic and try to get more answers as to why most new ghouls get rather emotional at the start of their journey. have a good day!

1/26/21 

So I was reading some youtube comments since I was listening to my subliminals and I found out that someone commented on a comment a made a while back but I wanted to see what they had said so I checked. They told me about their results however something piqued my interest. When reading they said that foods tasted bland including mac and cheese. Except they stated that mac and cheese acted as more of a hallucinogenic drug which confused me so I did some research and I have a theory as to why this may be the case. Since it is described time and time again in Tokyo Ghoul that ghouls can not consume human food safely without intense nausea and pain in their stomachs with a feeling of fatigue and weakness after I assumed that may be the cause of the hallucinations he has when eating that food. I read an article, here is the link https://www.quora.com/Is-it-possible-to-hallucinate-from-pain, that people can hallucinate due to pain. assuming that eating human food is painful for him this may be the reason why. Please tell me some theory you guys have I would be really helpful to me. Have an awsome existance.