Felix Felicis- A George Weasley and Adrian Pucey Love Triangle

44. No Turning Back

I pull Adrian closer, kissing him feverishly. He kisses me back eagerly, leaning over my body. He lightly drags his fingers against my skin, smiling into my mouth. I lay on my back, wrapping my arms around his neck.

"Mira, stop." He says, pulling back. He's propped up on one arm, his hand near my head. He breathes heavily; I can tell it takes everything within him to keep from kissing me again.

"Why?" I ask, annoyed.

"Do you really want this? Or is this just because you're upset at him?" He asks, sitting up to create distance between us. I bring my hands to my eyes, beginning to cry again. "I didn't mean to upset you... I just don't want you to regret it."

I sit up as well, trying to catch my breath. It is only now that I realize everything I've done this year has only been a reaction to someone else. Fred and Lee pushing me to George, turning to George intimately when Adrian had upset me... I wasn't living for myself at all. But I know what I want now.

"I want this." I say, drying my eyes. "I've wanted this for so long."

He dries my eyes, nodding. He brings his lips to mine, gingerly. He kisses me softly, bringing his hand to my jaw. He is gentle, but firm. He leans into me once more, pushing me on my back again. I grasp at his arms, feeling his muscles under his shirt.

I bring my hands to the hem of his shirt. He allows me to pull it off of him. I had forgotten how incredibly fit he was; his body is incredible, completely carved and solid. He begins to kiss my neck and a small moan escapes my lips.

He kisses my cheek, leaning back to look at me. I know I must look horrid, my face splotchy and my makeup cried off. But he looks at me like I've never been seen before.

"You are the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. I'm so sorry for everything I've done. You don't have to forgive me. You don't ever have to speak to me again. I don't know what I was-"

I lift myself to kiss him, cutting him off. He slips a hand under my shirt, still trying to maintain his gentle touch. I grab his shoulders and try to flip us over, but he is so strong and heavy that I can't. I giggle out loud, which makes him smile.

"What are you laughing for?" He chuckles. I shake my head; he puts a hand on my hip, the other hand grasping my breast.

"I want you. All of you." I moan into his lips. His grasp on my body tightens, but he removes his lips from mine.

"Are you sure?"

I nod. He pulls my shirt off, bringing his lips to my chest; he kisses me tenderly, maintaining his soft composure. One of his hands wanders into my pants, rubbing me. Suddenly, he stops. He moves his entire body down completely, pulling my pants off of me and kissing my thighs.

My heart begins to race. He lightly touches me over the fabric of my underwear, smiling at me when he feels how excited I am. He brings his mouth to my hips, slowly pulling down my underwear.

"Come here," I whisper, afraid to let him continue with his plan.

"Are you alright, babe?" He asks, worried. I nod, holding his face to mine. He brings his fingers down to pleasure me, his kisses becoming sloppy. My back begins to arch; moans escaping my mouth. "Good girl. Let me hear how you're feeling."

His words excite me, and I reach to feel his growing bulge. He takes a deep breath as I begin to touch him. I drag his pants and underwear off of him in one pull, freeing his erection. His hips buckle, causing his length to rub against my bare skin.

"I'm ready," I whisper, aching to have him inside of me. He rips my underwear off of me, leaning back and stroking himself. His length is astonishing, the view making my heart beat faster. He slowly enters me, moaning quietly as he does.

"I don't want to hurt you. Tell me to stop if anything's wrong." He says breathlessly, beginning to grind into me. He brings his thumb to my clit, leaving me moaning uncontrollably. I know he is going slowly only for my comfort. I drag my nails down his back, forcing his pace to quicken. He lifts my leg, the new angle making me cry out.

I tighten around him, earning a loud moan. I have never felt this sort of pleasure before. He brings me to finish before he does, making me moan loudly as he continues to slide in and out of me. He grasps my breast heatedly, pulling out to finish on my stomach and chest.

I breathe heavily, trying to calm down. His chest rises and falls quickly, leaning down to lay at my side. He summons his wand, casting a spell to clean me up. He pulls me into his chest, holding me tightly as he strokes my hair.

"You're incredible." Adrian whispers. All of my emotions catch up to me, causing me to pull away and sit up. I cross my arms around my chest, trying to not cry. "Have I done something wrong?" He asks, sitting up with me.

"No, Adrian, you haven't. I just don't know what to think. None of my friends are going to speak to me anymore." My eyes grow hot.

"If they care, they will. If they see you're happy, they'll understand. You will be happy. I will never do anything to hurt you. Please let me take you out. I know it's soon after you've... ended things. But just let me show you how special you are."

He pulls me to lay with him again, cuddling me close to him. I nod into his chest, telling him I'll give him another chance. He guides my chin to face him, kissing me lightly on the lips before smiling at me.

"I don't want to regret this. I feel like this is the first decision I've made for myself in a while." I whisper, leaning into him.

"I'm going to make you the happiest girl in the world. Just you wait." He rubs my back, humming lightly.

I think of my decisions. I had known George and I didn't work for a long time. I had told Fred; I had told Lee. I had let them change my mind. Deep down inside, I knew Adrian was who I wanted, but I wasn't brave enough to ever listen to myself.

Adrian falls asleep before I do, so he cannot see me cry. I know that I have most likely lost my best friends because of my actions tonight; the pain of this realization filling every tear that silently falls onto my cheeks.

I hear Adrian's calm breaths, bringing me back to the moment. Adrian had chosen me, and I had finally chosen him back. I force myself to close my eyes, falling asleep on his broad chest.