The girl who loved; Draco and Fred

Ten

"I'm... sorry, I shouldn't have done this." I said standing up quickly.
"It is my fault, I shouldn't have kissed you. Sorry." He said, a bit sad. I fet bad, I should have known that that was going to happen, and I should have stopped him before my lips where on his.
"Draco..." I said. He looked to, I had the feeling that I had just broken his heart.
"It is okay, I understand. You don't love me the same way I love you" he said forcing half a smile. I sighed and started talking again.
"I, I love you. I love you Draco, a lot. I love you, but I love him too. Fred is my boyfriend, and I love him a lot too. I am so sorry about this, but I know you will find another, a girl who will love you more than me. I love you, but I can't love you like that, not if I am dating someone else. You know if Fred hadn't asked me out, I'd be with you right now. but he did, he asked me. It is better for us to be just friends, I don't want to break Fred's heart." I explained. His eyes were watery, but he wouldn't let the tears come out.
"Yeah, I know, i get it. Only friends. This won't happen again. I promisse" the last words he said hurt. It hurt, but it was the best. I love Draco, and I would like to be with him, but I love Fred too, and I am with him. I had to choose who I wanted to be, and I chose Fred. It was understandable, the Weasley's were a good family, a kind one, who doesn't judge anyone, not like the Malfoy's. And, although I had choosen Draco, what? I am a Muggle born, his parent would have never allowed him to be with me. And it would have hurt five times more.
I nodded.
"It is the best. I have to go." And before he could say anything else, I ran to my room.

"Where the hell were you?" Ron asked angry. I didn't understand why he was so mad, it was just a day.
"I was in the library, helping Dr... a friend with the TIMO's." I said. It was better not to mention with who I was.
"Oh yeah, how not. With Draco. Don't lie, I know you were with him. We were so stupid. We should have known it." I was very confused. I didn't knew why he was saying that. I understand that they don't like Draco, but what was he saying?
"What do you mean? Know what?" I asked with teary eyes. He laughed angrily. In that moment Harry and Hermione entered in the room. They were mad too. I had a bad feeling.
"You knew it, that is why you haven't come, right?" Harry said.
"Or maybe it was you." Hermione added. I felt my eyes getting more and more teary.
"I don't know what you are talking about!" I shouted distressed.
"Of course you do! Don't lie, stop lying!" Ron said, shouting too. The tears began to fall down my cheeks.
"I promisse I don't! I was helping Draco, what happen?! He begged me to help him, and as a good friend, I have done it. Why areyou so mad? I know you don't like him, but he is not as you think he is!" I defended me.
"Oh yeah, Malfoy is an angel. Come on, Lexie." Hermione interrumped.
"I am not saying that!" I said.
"Come on, tell me what the hell have happened! I don't understand!" I shouted desespertely. They looed to me, mad, very mad.
"Umbridge has seen us. She knows about the Dumbledore's army. Pansy had told her, and he has just caught Fred and George." Harry started. I helt as if my heart had stopped.
"She can't do nothing to us, because she don't have prooves against us, but she has enaugh prooves to expell George and Fred. They have to leave." Hermione added, a bit more caom, but still mad. I couldn't say anything, I was so shocked that I couldn't talk.
"I didn't know it. He has lied to me, it was all a trick to get you." I said how I could.
"Come on, don't tell us that you didn't know it, because you weren't there." Ron protested. I looked to him with my teary eyes, and the tears runing through my cheeks.
"Ron, I promisse I didn't know. You know I would ave told you, that ai would advice you! Please, belive me!" I shouted.
"He had lied to me, I don't know why he haven't allowed me to go, but he had tricked me, I promisse!" I added. They looked to me in silence. I was waiting for them to say something.
"Alright, I belive you, but why he hadn't allowed you to go?" Harry asked, a but more calmly.
"Easy, he loves her. That is the reason." Hermione concluded.
"I am so sorry, I should have listened to you to don't be with him, and I ignored you! You advice me! And now Fred and George have to leave because of me, it is all my falt" I cried much more, I felt really bad, it was all my fault.

"How can I have belived you!!! You are a liar!" I shoted him. He looked at me, knowing what I was talking about. Just by seeing his look I knew that he knew, that he knew what was going to happen and he did not tell me.
"Lexie" he started, but I stopped him.
"You hace tricked me! You knew it, and you hadn't told me! I could have been there too! I could have been expelled too!" I shouted, very mad.
"That is why I asked you for help with the TIMO's, becuase I didn't wantes you to be expelled!" He tried to defend himself.
"So what? You thought that if you saved me from being expelled I would be with you? Oh my god, it was your perfect oportunity to get Fred far from me, right? Please, tell me that I am wrong." I said crying. He didn't said anything he was just looking to me, asking for forgiveness with his eyes. I nodded.
"Don't ever talk to me again. Never. I don't want to see you, and I won't want it for the rest of my life. Stay away from me, and never talk to me again, never! It is not only about Fred, it is because of my friends! They are my friends, Malfoy. They were my only friends, and they are mas at me, because of your fault. They think that I knew it! They have distrusted me! I have seen how they looked me with hate. How they have hated me for ten minutes. And I am not sure if they don't hate me yet." I said shouting to him. He was till looking me with that expression, asking for my forgiveness.
"Sorry" he said. But I didn't wanted to listen him. Neither talk to him.
"Goodbye, Malfoy. You don't exist anymore for me." And I would swore, I would swore that a tear fell down his cheek.