You're My Happiness (Hayes Grier Fan-fiction)

Kaylie.

Kaylie's POV
Hey. I'm Kaylie Alondra Rosas. I'm 14th years old. My birthday is February 7, 2000. I'm an average girl. I'm not that girly. I hate wearing skirts, dresses, and make up. That is the last thing I would ever wear. Make up is stupid. It hides your real face. It's like a mask hiding your real face.
I'm always wearing hoodies and jeans. I hate showing my arms. Why lie because I really hate showing my arms and wrist. I'm always in long sleeves or hoodie. Jeans are like my best friend. Also I live in Vans.
I love skating and music. They are my getaway. I own a penny board and a wooden board. Music is always there for me. I'm always listening to music. I listen to many different artist. My main ones are 5SOS, 1D, BMTH, PTV, Blink 182, All Time Low, GreenDay, and others bands. I hate The Vamps. I just can't stand them. They need Jesus.
I'm not that popular in school. People only know because supposedly Hayes Grier has a crush on me. I mean what is there to like about me. I'm just a ugly 14th years old girl. I have few friends but not a lot. I can't trust anyone. Since 6th grade I haven't trusted anyone. I learn to never get close to someone because they would leave in the end.
I have been through bullying all through middle school. Yes I hate school. Yes I also hate my life. Yes I do self harm. I gone to the hospital a couple times because of losing blood and not eating for days. My parents always worry when I'm in the hospital. I notice I break their hearts when I cut and don't eat. I can see it through their eyes.
I have an older brother and my parents. I know I can trust my brother and my parents. I know I break my brother's heart when I'm in the hospital. My brother is my best friend. He knows why I hate getting close to people. He knows why it's my fear.
I never realize I hurt people when I'm in the hospital. Elizabeth and my mom are best friends since birth. Hayes has visited me in the hospital when I'm in it. Nash also knows my story and why I don't get close to people.
Hayes always wants to talk to me but I'm afraid to talk to him. It's not that I like him. It's that since I got my fear of getting close to people, I get insecure. Plus I have anxiety. People might think I'm crazy.
Well that is me. I'm sorry I'm not what you thought I was. I can't be perfect. No one is perfect.