Hiraeth A Welsh word meaning a homesickness for a home to which you cannot return; a home which maybe never was. Nostalgia, yearning, and grief, for the lost places of your past or a sense of home.
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"OH SHIT I'M LATE!" you say as you jump off your bed and run to your closet grabbing your black hoodie, jeans, and shoes. 'Ding' a second passes 'dingding' "Ugh I'm coming!" you yell to the phone that's across the room. You open up your phone to see twenty messages from Ash and Alisa both freaking out asking if your on your way. You text them back telling them you were ten minutes away which spoiler alert was a lie. You grabbed your guitar and headed out of the apartment.
You pushed the lobby button in the elevator rapidly hoping in some way the elevator would magically become faster. "You in a rush Miss because pushing that button sadly doesn't make the elevator go any faster." the stranger smirked in a way that just pissed you off. In truth you hadn't noticed the guy in the dark blue hoodie with the hood covering his face just enough to where you could barely see his face. "Ah...sorry about that I'm just late to a little meeting" you said trying not to sound like a jerk, you turned around no longer facing the hooded stranger feeling more bitchy than you were when you woke up. 'Ding' finally you thought to yourself as you finally reached the lobby floor and ran out of there.
"Why didn't you guys wake me up." you say annoyed walking into the music studio "Sorry, sorry but come on Y/N you are basically almost an adult now you're in college." Ash your best friend and roommate says to you while spinning in the chair. "Sorry Y/N we just thought you could use some sleep you have been staying up late finishing the song for class project we have" Alisa also your best friend and roommate explained "But we kinda forgot you need help waking up sorry about that.". "Ah it's fine Alisa it is my fault heh but good thing I'm only a few minutes late we should still have enough time to record the song right?" you turned around to face Ash. Who seemed to be in heaven with all this music equipment "Yup sleepyhead, Alisa and me already set up the equipment ready when you are!"
Authors Note; I was thinking the song that would fit is called "Intoxicated" by Lomode! :)
You sighed of relief after finishing recording the song "Wow...THAT WAS AMAZING Y/N I THINK THAT WAS YOUR BEST SO FAR!" Alisa and Ash said screaming "This is gonna be amazing after i add a few edits we are so acing this project! I love you Y/N and beautiful voice...but that attitude can use some fixing 'cough'. Anyways ha but for real that was amazing should be finished in a few days" Ash said jokingly. A few moments pass by "Hey so Ash, Y/N I was wondering if you could do me a favor...there's this girl from our class her name is Atlas and well she invited me to a party and said I could bring some friends....". You and ash look at each other with smirks "Oooo does someone perhaps have a hm crush?" Ash asks Alisa as he picks her up from behind tickling her. Ash is quite the confident and caring one in our little trio you think to yourself as you laugh at the sight of Alisa trying to break free of Ash's grip while laughing. After a few moments pass you all calm down and you ask "So this Atlas girl she a decent person? And where's the party you know I'm kinda bad with crowds but I'll go for you" "Well 'cough' she's sweet and kind and it's okay Y/N thanks for being protective but give her a chance for me okay?" Alisa said looking like a blushing mess. "Y/N make sure you don't scare the poor girl away from Alisa you do know you scare people with your presence...BUT THAT'S A GOOD THING YOU'RE A BAD BITCH....but lets tone that down so we don't scare the girl Alisa likes okay!" Ash said energetically basically jumping around the studio. "Hahah okay i'll try not to flip someone off or curse them out okay yeah maybe I should tone things down key words though try". "Just try and have fun okay Y/N and if you want you can leave anytime I just want some help talking to Atlas with you and Ash being my wingwoman and wingman. But...i ain't stopping you from cursing anyone out some people need it haha" Alisa said as she hugged you before walking away to go get her jacket. Ash basically almost running out of the studio screamed "Come on guys let's go back to our apartment and eat some cookie dough and binge watch (Your favorite T.V. show) before we have to head off to the party!"
After a hours of binging your guys's favorite T.Vs show you finally decided to start getting ready.
Time skip to walking to Party (Y'all live close to the College)
Okay Y/N don't freak out you got this it's just a party I mean it has been a while since I've had any panic attacks just try to calm down...oh and also try to look nice people say you look-
"Uh Y/N you okay? You've been silent for longer than usual" Ash said looking at me worried "Yeah Y/N your usually screaming at Ash for being an idiot or hitting him already...are you freaking out about your anxiety?" Alisa said grabbing both of my arms now looking at me worried to. "No...no guys it's fine I've been doing good for a while I haven't had any panic attacks since last week which is better than before"
Ugh seriously Y/N stop worrying them, I hate when they worry I mean I love Ash and Alisa but emotions are a very uncomfortable topic for me and I should try to have fun I really do need to loosen up. I mean In all honestly I really can loosen up and have fun with Ash and Alisa and we do care about each other but it still feels like I'm missing something....ever since the accident.
Ash looked at me "Your doing it again ya know.". "Huh doing what?" you ask. "Y/N I'm gonna be honest with you....YOU ARE A BAD BITCH OKAY I SWEAR YOU SOMETIMES CAN BE SO OBLIVIOUS. PEOPLE AT OUR SCHOOL ARE INTIMIDATED BY YOU I MEAN I'M NOT SURE YOU EVEN REALIZE IT BUT YOU HAVE THIS PRESENCE THAT SAYS I DON'T GIVE TWO SHITS WHAT YOU THINK I HAVE THE POWER HERE! PEOPLE ARE SO ENVIOUS OF YOU BECAUSE YOU LOOK SO CONFIDENT AND BADASS! DON'T WORRY I THE AMAZING ASH AM HERE FOR YOU!".
HUH...da fuck I mean usually I just fake it till I make it in reality I'm freaking out trying to look like I don't give a fuck when in reality I'm dying inside but people actually buy that the fuckkkk.....
"I- Ash I swear I freaking can't with you...BAHAHA okay, okay sorry I don't know what I was freaking out for but thanks." You smile back to Ash "Yeah we got this lets have fun tonight guys! LET'S GO GET WASTED" Alisa screamed as we entered the doors to the party. "Hey so uh Y/N you wanna gonna go for anyone tonight...because if so lets both get hella drunk and get wild" Ash smirked at me while looking around the party.
This is gonna be an interesting night.....
Note; If anyone's confused Ash, Alisa, and Y/N live in a 3 bedroom apartment
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