I want to be happy and i want the people around me and know me that i want them to feel like joy but i think at today's reality we happened to see people get killed poverty started to rise and a lot of people died because of the pandemic that's happening today.
But i don't know if anyone will know who i am but I'm a very emotional person so if i got screamed at or yelled at i take the shot and offensive words can take me to death cause i want to die because i can't handle it .
And if someone read this if ever thank you but don't waste your time just reading fanfics and slouching and procrastinating i want to send out a message that suicide isn't the easiest way to fix things.
Suicide is a serious shit that if you do it there's no turning back
