The God of Mischief and his Goddess

Chapter eleven

"You think there is something bad going on?" Thor asked as a bit confused. "Yes. Both of them are not a hundred percent trustworthy. And since the little accident, no one ever saw them alone. When someone comes near them they instantly get quieter and they giggle all the time. It's annoying. And we have to observe them and make sure they're up for no bad." Stark replied seriously. Thor began to laugh loud and deep. "Tony. They are up to no bad. Both of them just fell in love. And that is something good. For them and us. Even if it is a bit annoying sometimes." He chuckled. "Oh, I see. But we should probably have an eye on them if things won't end well." Stark replied as Loki and I entered the kitchen. "Speaking of the lovebirds" stark rolled his eyes leaving the kitchen.

"What was that about?" Loki asked his brother. "They were talking about us" I replied taking a cup of tea. "You caught us. I was only saying how good your relationship is for both of you." Thor insisted. "But why do you guys wanted to talk." He asked as he walked over to Loki. "It is a bit strange but believe me brother everything is real and we're both telling the full truth,"  Loki said before he explained to Thor the whole story. I finally asked after Loki finished to explain "Do I look familiar to you? Do you know something about the miracle thing? Or did you know something about the two guards who killed themselves 60 years ago?" I asked full of hope.

Thor still trying to cope with the whole situation he swallowed and starting with an answer Loki and me were not expecting and I wasn't ready to hear now. "You look kinda familiar, but I can't explain why. And I don't know anything about a miracle, I'm sorry. About the guards... I know well what happened there. But it wasn't 60 years ago. It happened 93 years ago." Thor said safely. Loki looked at his brother "are you sure about it?" Thor nodded "I'm very sure." Both of them staring at me waiting for my reaction.  I looked at them in disbelief. Hating myself that I let something like this happen. "I've lost nearly 33 years. Erased out of my mind and probably I did it myself. I thought I was tortured for ten years, and that was a tough one to get over it... but fucking 33 years in prison tortured every day." I was crying and looking Loki in the eyes as he comes towards me to comfort me. "No wonder why I manipulated myself to forget this. But why did I've had to erase every memory of you?" I asked him knowing this is a question he couldn't answer, but he wanted to.

"We will do everything to bring back our memories my love. Together we can make it. That is something I know for sure." Loki said seriously cupping my face in his hands. "She needs some time with you alone, bring her back to her apartment. If you two need anything feel free to call me. If I can remember something I will call you immediately. But for now, I'm going to Asgard. I will talk to mother, maybe she could help." Thor said as he teleports to Asgard. Loki holds me in a tight hug as we walked back to my apartment.

"Maybe it would help if I try to rewatch your memory of the moment," I suggested after days of trying to bring back some of our memories. "You have to relax and stay calm, and I'm not the only one to rewatch it. You have to see it too. You want to try it out?" I asked worried he would say no. Knowing this could be the last chance we had. Since Thor didn't send us any news from Asgard. "I'm in. I fully trust you." Loki responded and gave me a soft and lovely kiss on my mouth. "What should I do now?" He asked with a smile. "First I need you to be quiet. It will cost a lot of power. Then you need to put your hands in mine" I demanded softly closing my eyes. Loki followed my lead and do what I was telling him to do. "Now try to concentrate on the memory," I said before I fully concentrated on Loki and his memory.