I just finished giving my assignment to the professor. There was some minor rectification needed and my professor offered to help me after the class.
I huffed and ran a hand through your hair. I took out my phone and scrolled through the notifications. There were two calls from mum and zero texts from Madelaine.
Oh well, she must be busy with work or something. I made my way out if the school while calling my mom. I unlocked my car and put my phone on speaker.
"Where were you?! I called you at least 100 times!"
"No you only called 2 times", I rolled my eyes, "and I was with my processes discussing my assignment"
"Are you coming home this weekend? You didn't forget it's your dad's birthday right?"
"Of course not mom! I even bought the Rolex gold watch he's been whining for the last few months", my mom chuckled.
"Okay honey sees you this weekend then, I love you. Be safe while driving babe", my mum's loving voice made my heart warm and I grinned.
"Yes mommy, I love you too!"
"Oh make sure to bring Madelaine! I miss my sweetheart"
"Yes yes now bye! Let me concentrate on driving! You wouldn't want a call from the hospital so soon right?", my mom gasped and started screaming but I laughed and hung up saying sorry and I love you one more time.
I sighed and dialled Mad's number. But it went straight to voice mail. This girl...what is she even doing?
I reached our shared apartment and took out my keys instead of ringing the bell. If Mad was home she would have picked up my call or text me. She's probably out.
I dropped my bag on the porcelain cold floor and made my way towards the kitchen. I took out a bottle of water from the freezer when I heard a strange voice from the bedroom.
It got louder and more shrill. My heart dropped and I felt a tight knot in my gut. I felt nervous while approaching the bedroom.
My hands were sweaty and tears streaked down like an uncontrollable river of hurt and anger. I twisted the doorknob and swung it open.
A blonde was sprawled across our bed and Mad was...Mad was...buried...
I was horrified by the scene in front of me and even more horrified when the girl noticed me and let out a scream. Madelaine jerked up and looked at her wildly.
"Who the fuck are you?", the girl spat pointing at me like I shouldn't be here. I shouldn't be in my own house catching my girlfriend eating someone else out.
Madelaine snapped her head towards me and she sat there dumbfounded. Why the hell is she shocked?
"What the actual fuck Mad?", I whispered out barely audible.
The girl put her dainty wrist on my Mad's shoulder with a concerned face looking at me warily.
"Y/n I...I...", her head dipped down unable to finish her words.
"Get your hands off her"
"Huh?", both of them blinked at me and Madelaine shook her hand off like she had been electrified. I chuckled at the irony.
"Baby who's she?", The girl batted her eyelashes and I cringed.
"I'm her girl-no", I looked at Madelaine and gave her a sad smile, " I'm her ex-girlfriend"
"No please...no..", Madelaine broke down into tears and I couldn't help but think how selfish she is.
"You are Mad's girlfriend?? Don't joke around stupid bitch! Are you delusional or something? She and I have been dating for the past 3 months!"
Wow, She didn't even hesitate to continue this for this long? All those nights I spend alone thinking she's busy working her ass off on her work or those days when she came back home with wild hair and lopsided smiles were her cheating on me?
I didn't wanted to assume anything, I asked her numerous times if she's hiding something only for her to tell me off and asking that I need to put more faith in her! She's a good actress, I'll give it to her.
She made me feel guilty for feeling insecure, for being paranoid, for fearing. She made me no she Forced me to ignore my gut feelings. She lied while looking at my eyes without even blinking, she kissed me with the same lips that made promises meant to be broken.
"Please get out of my house. I don't need to explain anything to you", I sat down on the chair beside the bed, our bed. And put my head in my hands trying not to let out the sobs.
"Listen here you bitch-", Madelaine stopped her and told her to leave before she can finish. She huffed and gathered her clothes before exiting the house.
"Y/n...", I hold up one hand stopping her.
Now it became clearer to me. All of it. I started putting all the puzzle pieces together.
"Do you love her?", I muttered.
She didn't answer me and I figured the rest. I was so so stupid. I ignored the red flags, I ignored my gut feeling, I ignored my head telling me that something is wrong. I chewed on my bottom lip.
"How could you? How?", I looked up at her and she flinched. She came down from the bed wearing her shirt that loosely hung on her beautiful body and sat down on the ground beside me.
" Y/n I'm sorry...I'm so so sorry...I don't love her...I know now...I love you only you"
"When did you last cry because I was hurt, or come running because you thought I needed help? When did you last listen to the song of my heart regardless of the beat or lyrics? When did you last look at me as if I were amazed and dwell with me, hug me, as if it was so sweet you wished you could stay with me forever. When did you last show me the yearnings of your soul, the raw, vulnerable and beautiful you? When was the last time you thought you loved me", I cried and cried.
This is killing me. I can't... My heart is tearing apart and I can't do anything. I'm shattered, broken and abandoned.
"Y/n I'm sorry please...please...she was just a mere plaything it didn't meant anything serious...please trust me", Mad's warm hands engulfed mine and for the first time I felt disgusted by her touch.
I broke free from her hands and stoop up. "A plaything??? You say she's a plaything?? Then I'm one too right??? Are you going to tell her this too when I leave??", I screamed and threw a vase on the ground breaking it into pieces that can never be infused together again, just like my heart.
" No...no you can't leave!! I...I love you!! You can't leave", she screamed back and I took a step back.
"It's over. I hope you a good life and congratulations you just lost someone who loved you more than she loved herself. More than anyone can ever love you", with that I left the house. Madeleine kept calling my name but my feet didn't stopped.
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Multifandom Female characters x Female reader
Fanfic(Kakegurui, TVD, Naruto, Fairy Tail, Fate/stay night, High school d x d, tokyo ghoul, Kaguya-sama: Love is War, Rascal Does Not Dream of Bunny Girl Senpai, Mean girls, marvel, DC, attack on titans etc)