If our love is real why are we hiding

Chapter 1 Joshs Prov

I woke up and saw a empty spot next to me and I stood up and got my clothes I was wearing yesterday and I ran downstairs remembering me and Simon had a argument last night.I walked into the kitchen rubbing my eyes and then got a drink of water and sat on the stool.I looked at my phone on Instagram and saw pictures of Fans and I stood up and walked into the living room to see Simon asleep on the sofa.

I walked over to him and shook his arm."Simon?" I said and he woke up and looked at me tiredly."Go to bed." I said and then he shook his head and then went back to sleep."Fuck sake" I said and he woke up and then looked at me annoyed."Ugh fine." he said and walked upstairs.I started to clean up the living room and then heard Simon punch the wall upstairs.

I ran upstairs to him and then walked into our room."Whats your problem?!" I shouted."You your my fucking problem all the time all you do is moan all the time!" He shouted."Because all you do all the time is sit on the fucking sofa and do nothing!" I shouted."Well why are you even with me?!!" He shouted."I don't know myself!!" I shouted and then ran downstairs and sat on the sofa madly.

"Then don't be with me Josh!!!" He shouted from upstairs and I cried on the sofa and then put football on the tv and wiped my eyes.I never thought that me and Simon would argue so much and it gets that bad we end up breaking up for like a day and I hate it.He always sits on the sofa and do nothing all day and it gets really annoying.

I walked upstairs and went into our bedroom and then saw Simon asleep on the bed and I got my Jacket and car keys.He woke up and looked at me.
"Where you going?" He said."Im going somewhere where you ain't there." I said and then zipped up my jacket.

"Stop being such a dickhead." he said.
"Stop telling me what to do." I said and then he closed his eyes and I walked up to him and kissed his head and then walked out the bedroom and went downstairs and got a can of red bull and then opened it and then walked out the house to my car and I sat there drinking it and then drove to my mums house.

I got out the car and then walked into my mums house and threw the can in the bin."Mom?" I said and then ran upstairs to my sisters room."Where is mum?" I asked."Shes at the hospital her mates been in a accident."She said.

"Which one?" I asked."I don't know." she said."Alright then man fuck sake everyone is so annoying these days." I said and kissed her head."Hows school?" I asked."Good" she said."Good got a boyfriend?" I asked.She nodded and smiled."Nice where is James?" I asked.James is my brother and he is 6 years old."Hes at his mates but I think mum has forgot to pick him up." She said."I will go and fetch him." I said.
"The address is on a piece of paper downstairs."She said and I ran downstairs and then got the piece of paper and then walked to my car.

I quickly drove to pick up James and I looked at my phone quickly and saw Simon had texted me.I pulled up on their drive and looked at the text.

From Simon
I wasn't being a dickhead I was just fucking annoyed with you all you do all the fucking time is moan at me and it is getting annoying.If you really love me then stop moaning at me all the time and start and act like a fucking boyfriend.

I put my phone back in my pocket ignoring the text and I walked to the front door and knocked the door.A women came and opened the door."Is my brother here?" I asked."Yeah come in." She said and I walked into the house and James came running and then hugged me.

"Let's go little man" I said and we walked out the house and I drove us to mums house and then we got out the car and I picked him up and walked to into the house."Stay here with Hollie till mum is back okay?" I said and he nodded and I put him down and walked out the house and drove to my house.

I walked into the house and sat on the sofa and Simon came running down the stairs in his boxers and he laid down on the sofa and I looked at him annoyed."Dont start moaning Josh." he said."For fuck sake." I said and then got up and walked into the kitchen.