My world crashed down when they pronounced her time of death. It feels like they also pronounced my time of death as well.
"Time of death 12am.."
Deafening sounds of a cardiac monitor fill in the room. Sky's heart went flatline already. Doctor's and Nurses stopped reviving her heart. Sky's mom cry turned louder the moment her doctor pronounced her time of death. Her brothers were all silent. Earth her twin brother collapsed at the arms of their eldest brother Forth. My only sister Camille hugged Sky's mother and cried together with her. My parents all hugged me. My brothers just stand there and did not utter one word. All our families both grieved that night or let me say early morning.
That day I died together with Skylar. I may be alive and walking but my heart died together with her.
12am will never be the same to me. It will always remind me that on that time I lost forever my life, my world. It will always remind me that I will never have her. She left me already. She finally left me after all the pain I gave her. She finally gave up on us —on me.
And I will forever blame myself for that. She loved me all her heart but I only gave her pain in return. That one night, I will forever regret it for the rest of my life. She may forgive me on that one mistake but I know she was suffering after that. She may smiled in front of us, but I know she wasn't the same after that.
She was one strong of a woman and I did not see that coming, that one day that strong woman will break into pieces and leave us all heartbroken.
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Memories Written On The Blue Sky
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