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once upon a time

It started when i was 7, i was really into romance, of course i didn't know what puberty or sex was, my friends and i would only talk about simple stuff like how our parents would kiss each other on the lips, or how they would slow dance for fun and we would say stuff like  "ewww" or  "cringe",  and now we all wish its us. I discovered all this stuff when i was 11 or so, mostly because we had sex education given to us in fifth grade already and especially where i come from most parents are not really open about this subject with their children, in the end its their choice. I didn't really sit down and had "the talk" with my parents, they were open about it but we just never knew when to do it, so when my parents knew that we were going to learn about puberty at school, they just agreed and trusted the school in that case and so it can be taken more seriously and not in a immature type of way. Alright enough with me being all poetic and stuff

Let me take a moment to introduce myself, my name is Natal El Mohamad, i'm currently 14 years old, i was born in Damascus, Syria and i moved to Canada when i was 10. In this story i will be talking about advice for everyone and about my love life and others that i've created. I decided to not put the names but I will be putting initials to represent the people. Im the type of person who simps for someone very easily, and i hate that fact. Whenever i like a guy, i never make the first move because each time i would do the first move i would get rejected or friend zoned, and that made me really insecure, so i decided to have this rule with myself. I wont do the first move, unless i have proof that this person likes me, or they could just do the first move.

 Anyways, Let's start by the story of G and N, my closest friends ever. So it all happened when i was planning this prom themed party in summer 2020 when i went to Syria. The moment i saw them make eye contact i knew that N fell deeply in love with G. They always denied the fact that they liked each other, until i decided to help both of them to date, not because im bored or anything, its just that i love both of them and they are just perfect for each other. N adores G, he loves every single inch of her, he loves her smile ALOT, it makes his day 10X better. N would compliment her every single day, assuring her that she is the most precious human being in this universe. G is probably one of the most beautiful girls i know and she would tell me the worst stories of how boys only liked her because of how she looked and because of her body, but with N she feels safe and worthy, she appreciates every single moment she spends with him, and that goes for N as well.