Torn between Love and Hate

Thirty-Eight

"Dara! Are you okay?" Jiyong finally snapped out of it. He can see that Dara is shaking thinking that she must be cold. So he immediately went to grab her dry towel, when he heard her burst out into a laugh. Jiyong was stunned at her reaction. But she kept laughing. "Dara, what's wrong with you?

"I...I'm sorry Ji." laugh. "I just feel stupid, I turned on the water right away when I'm still in here." giggle. "Ignore me. I'm just...silly old me." chuckled as she shrugged her shoulders.

Jiyong let out a sigh after hearing her. Then he finally laughed at her silliness. "Pabo." then both of them laughed it out. Jiyong's phone rang and it was the delivery guy. "Dinner's here. I'm going to go get it. Are you sure you will be fine if I leave you for a few minutes?" he asked pretending to be worried. Dara nodded still giggling.
He was about to leave but came back again. "Are you sure you are not going to do anything stupid again?"

Dara pretended to throw the dirty wipes at him and Jiyong ran while chuckling and so was she. But before he reached the door she yelled. "I'm also going to take a shower and I will meet you downstairs afterward."

Upon hearing this he came back and pick by the door. "Do you also need help with that?" Dara's eyes popped out and were about to throw another wipe at him but he had already run out. Dara was shaking her head as she smirked and went to take a shower.

Jiyong met the delivery guy paid for the orders and took them to the kitchen. Thereafter, he also decided to take a shower.

Jiyong finished first before Dara did. Just as she came down the food was already ready thanks to her husband. "Wow, pizza and spaghetti! Love it! Thank you, I miss this so much." Dara exclaimed.

"Then go ahead and have a seat and let's eat." Dara smiled at him as she also noticed that he had taken a shower too.

After they had their dinner, they went up to the living room to watch a movie. Jiyong prepared popcorn and wine for both of them so that they can relax. They chose a comedy horror type of movie to watch. Dara had her feet up on Jiyong's lap as she is laying down on the couch. "They feel so comfortable with each other." Jiyong thought to himself. He's enjoying this moment with her because he can be himself in front of her. The feeling is very refreshing. They both enjoyed the movie and finished it and both were silents after the movie. Jiyong started massaging her feet, Dara though was surprised she likes it a lot but she still feels embarrassed.

"Oh! Ji you don't have to do that, " she was about to get up. But Jiyong asked her to lay back down and conditions.

"Babe just lay down and relax. I know that you have been working nonstop."

Dara creased her brows wondering how he knows that she's been working quite a lot this past week when he wasn't even here. She just let it pass and allowed him to continue massaging her feet as she closed her eyes. She must have fallen asleep because the next thing she knows was that Jiyong was laying her down on the bed. She opened her eyes and noticed that she is not in her room. She was about to get up but Jiyong climbed on top of her.

"Stay with me tonight," he asked. Stunned Dara didn't know what to do.
"I want you, babe." She gasped upon hearing him and her mind went blank as she blinked her eyes multiple times.

She creased her brows mind still blank. In her heart she's ready but there are too many things going on in her mind. "J...Ji." her mouth got dry and she has to clear her throat before speaking again. But Jiyong did not allow her to finish and took her lips with his roughly. He deepened the kiss when she gasped and Dara slowly wrapped her arms around his neck. He started kissing her lips down to her neck hungrily. He disposed of her black tank top as well as his shirt followed by the rest of their clothing. He traveled down to her chest as he cherished both of her breasts before moving down to her stomach. Dara is so lost in the bliss and she knows that she won't be able to turn back anymore. He heard her moan as he licked her clit and inserted a finger in her p***y. He knows that she is about to come because her p***y is squishing his fingers and her orgasm exploded.

He slowly came back up on top of her. Seeing her flustered face he also gently pushed her hair to the side. She was still catching her breath when he asked her this time. "Please stop me now. Because I don't think I can control myself anymore when it comes to you." His heart is pounding hard on his chest as he awaits her answer.

Dara knows that she is also a goner herself. She had fallen in love with her husband. She doesn't know yet what will become of their marriage later on. "But I guess, we will find out when we get there." she thought to herself. She smiled at him and wrapped her arms around his neck as she sweetly kissed him.

Jiyong was astounded at first and deepened his kiss. He slowly positioned himself between her thigh and lift his head to look at her. The last time they were intimate he found out that his wife is still a virgin. Now, he's not sure if anything happened between her and Donghae after he left them in the Netherlands. For some reason that made him furious just thinking about it. Regardless of anything, there is nothing he can do about it anymore. He's just going to have to erase her memories of them being together.

"Babe look at me. I want to see your eyes as I entered you." Dara could only nod but at the same time, she's beyond scared. Scared of everything. She is finally giving her body to someone she loves but does he love her as well? "That she does not know." she thought to herself.

Jiyong slowly entered her and she grimaces in pain. "She's so tight." he thought to himself. "Could it be..." he then noticed that tears are flowing down the side of her eyes. He stopped as he realized that he will be her first. This made him happy. "Babe!? I'm so sorry. I know that it's painful right now but I promise you that it will feel better." he said as he kissed her tears away.