Tamar Caged In ~On Hold...For a lil~

How it all started....

Hi my name is Tamar Estine Braxton and I have been in a relationship with this guy named Dontaye Dason for about 2 years now actually in 4 months it will be 2 years. See we met when me in my sisters first wanted to do a trio together my sisters trina, towanda and I were about to get singed to a recored label when there he was sitting there looking so cute

*Flashback*
Trina: I cant wait till we get signed this is going to be so great for our future
Towanda: Yea Trina I think so too
Tamar: Get cho life I know this will be great for our future and maybe when we get older we can start doing solo careers *says the last part under her breathe*
Trina:What you mean Tamar?? were suppose to be in this together
Tamar: Yea Trina im saying when we get older and were more experienced in the music business....I wouldn't just leave like that
Trina: Mmmhhhhhmmm what ever you say Tamar
Tamar: So we finally get there and i was happy beacause i didn't want us to start arguing before we got to the studio so we walk in the studio and its these cute boys sitting on the couch in our studio room but one of them stood out, out of all of them and his name was Dontaye
*Flashback over*
So when i met Dontaye he was nice he took me out on dates everyday, he opened up the car door for me, he was very romantic, he was everything you could want in a man and more. But now i wish the Dontaye that i knew back then was the one im living with now. The Dontaye i know now is mean, he beats me when he doesn't feel love, when i try and stand up for myself, if he feels like im flerting with other boys, anything he can find OH! and if i think about living he will go crazy. One time i lefted to go to my mom's house and he thought i lefted him and he went crazy he called everyone in my family but me and when he got a hold of my mom he started yelling at me telling me to come home and that he called me 20,000 times and i didnt get not one call from him, but even though he told me to come home i wasn't gonna pick him over my mom so when i got home i was in big trouble and i got beat tossed around and on the floor i had a busted lip and a black eye when he was done but that's not all that happened when i got cleaned up he started coming towards me and i was a little scared cause i didn't want to get hit again but he came up to me and started kissing my neck saying "please dont leave me" then he started taking off my shirt and kissing his way down to my breast and undoing my bra then before he took off my pants he carried me to the bedroom and than took off my pants then my panties and he went down on me i aint gone lie i was mad, hurt, and sad but it seems like it all went away he then came up and put it in and then said "you like that" and i said "yea" then he started to go faster and faster and i really couldn't take it anymore so i said "ok ok slow down now" he said "call me daddy" and i usually wouldn't call a man daddy unless its my dad but it was starting to get harder so i just let out a big "dddaaadyyy" and he slowed down but not that much but then he started to get sleepy and so did i so we just layed there and went to sleep.