Five years ago I was loved by you. But month's after we parted ways on that year , you we're already happily inlove to someone else and that scenario broke me into piece's that took me 3 years to finally move on from that heartbreak.
You we're my first love Wonping, I almost gave everything I had just for you stay to with me, even a little longer but as days goes by I realize that if you truly loved me you will stay and accept and love me for who and what I am as a woman.
I can still vividly remember those lovely night's we had together, we're just peacefully laying on my single bed in my boarding house , those funny night's we had due to those cockroaches that you're afraid of hahaha that was epic I could still remember how your face turn into cringe hahahahaha I didn't know that a tall guy like you is hella afraid of cockroaches hahaha. I can still remember those late night talks we had over the phone, those video call we had but the funny thing was you we're hiding your face at the dark so I can't see your face clearly. What I love you the most is your wittiness, I love the way how you were good at your academics which is totally opposite of me because I'm the happy go lucky person hahaha. You we're a vocal person and I'm the shy one but despite on that we still had a great time together, didn't we?
You we're my babyshark hahaha cause the day we started communicating was the days we're the babyshark song had there music released. And you used to call me babyfish .
I wouldn't forget our favorite fast food "minute burger" and my all time favorite "blackpepper burger". I was so happy those days................Until one night you called that broke my heart so bad, you ask me if I can give your needs as a man but I can't we we're too young at that time, I was just 19 and you we're 20 and still studying I can't disappoint my parents and I was thinking of your parents too, of what they'll feel if well do it that s*x thing, we wouldn't know the outcome if we'll do it at a young age at a immature mindset we had that time I was just thinking of our future but you didn't agree with my thoughts but as days goes by after we parted ways I realize that if you truly love someone you'll accept their decision and love and accept them for who and what they are.
After four years that we parted ways , who would have thought that the guy who we're scared of the cockroaches is now a Sangguniang Kabataan Chairman. You have everything that you want and I'm so proud of you. I'm wishing you all the best, babyshark🐋.
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Memories Of My First Love
PoetryI made this sort of story for me to share to all of you , of how I was whipped by my first love that took me 3 years before to finally move on.