Feels Like A Daydream

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OH MY GOD ITS BEEN A WHILE HASNT IT? God I haven't written in so long and there's so many unworked stories or whatever. So I hope you enjoy this one? I really hope I can actually write this because I have so much planned out for it! Anyways I'll stop talking so you can read!

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DARRYL POV

I was playing a game of bedwars with Skeppy and he had just knocked me off the map and destroyed my bed. "Skeppyyyyyy!" I whined and he giggled. I blushed. Lately, I have been having... different feelings for Zak. Every time he does something simple like a giggle, or give me a compliment my cheeks get red, my head goes all fuzzy, and I feel butterflies in my stomach. God, I sound like a 14-year-old girl obsessed with her crush. "Baaaaaadddd the game is over now? Why weren't you talking?" "Oh," I say as I fade out of my headspace. "Sorry Skeppy, just thinking." "Alright," He does his outro for his video and then begins talking again.

"Hey, are you okay? You have been acting a little weird lately." He says, worry in his voice. "Yeah, just a lot on my mind..." I say drifting off. "I'm here if you wanna talk about it bad." "I know thank you! But I'm alright." I yawn. "Alright, but you should go sleep ok?" He says concerned. I smile at his affection. "Ok Muffin, but you should too." "Ok bad, talk to you later!" I could hear the smile in his voice. I didn't want him to leave but I really should go to bed. Before I got the chance to say anything I heard 'BUDDY HAS LEFT YOUR CHANNEL'

I was left with the silence of the call and was once again pushed back into my little headspace of thought. I don't remember when I fell asleep, but I woke up with my face on my keyboard and a little indent on my face. I groan and get up. I walk to the kitchen and start on my usual gluten-free blueberry muffin recipe. Rat comes up to me and barks. I crouch down and pet her. "Awh Lucy, are you hungry?" I say looking at her and she tilts her head. I'm going to assume that's a yes. So I grab her food bowl and food and scoop her some of her food. "I honestly don't know how dogs eat this stuff," I say to myself gagging at the smell.

I make myself some tea and sit down at my island and scroll through Twitter. I saw a bunch of great fan art and weird Vurb tweets. "That muffinhead..." I said to myself. After a few minutes of scrolling my timer goes off and I sniff the air. "Ahh smells so good!" I say to myself. I grab my oven mitts and bring the muffins out of the oven and let them cool off. I grab a muffin and go to my computer and sit down in an empty channel on TeamSpeak and work on my Minecraft server for a bit.

'BUDDY HAS JOINED YOUR CHANNEL' "Hello?" I say not checking who joined. No answer, I was accompanied by silence. "Darryl we need to talk." He says. He barely ever uses my name so I knew this was serious. "O-okay," I say feeling the uncomfortable and nervous tension beginning to consume the call. "Zak, you okay?" I asked after a few minutes. "No I am not okay, I have these weird thoughts in my head and I don't know what to do with them. I can't seem to get them out of my head and I'm scared. I don't want to fuck anything up. I can't fuck anything up. If I do I'm going to hate myself and-" "Woah- Zak. Slow down... What happened?" "I- I don't know Darryl. I'm scared and I don't know what to do." He says as his voice trembles. "It's okay, Calm down and take deep breaths. You can do this." I say and I hear him focus on his breaths. "Now, what are you so worried about?..." "I... Like this person. They are so important to me. I never want to lose them. But I can't get these stupid feelings out of my head and I don't want to mess it all up." He says. He likes someone else... I push away from my thoughts and make sure Skeppy feels better. "I'm sure you won't lose them. Skeppy, you are too amazing for that." "But what if I do and they hate me??" "They won't and if they do they are a big muffin." He giggles at my comment. "There's that giggle I love.." I thought. "...What?" I heard Skeppy say.

My ears go red and I start to panic. "Darryl...?" "I- um. Agh!" I say throwing my hands in the air. I put my face into my palms. "Darryl." "...what," I say. "Do you... like me...?" He asks. "U-um. kind of? God- Skeppy. No Zak. I love you. I love you so much you don't even know. I- I know you like someone else but-" "Darryl." He starts. "I love you." "I- but? I thought you loved someone?" "You dumbass. I love you." "I- language-" I say. I can't believe it. My best friend loves me. I love my best friend.

I hear him laugh. "What??" "Dude, we are such idiots." "How??" "Because, thinking back on it, the fans noticed before we did, we were so obvious and oblivious." "I guess you are right... We were a bit muffiny!" We both laugh at our past selves and talk about our past, feelings, and random things. When I checked the time again I saw that it was already 10 pm. "Oh wow, how long have we been talking??" I say and laugh. "Oh wow. I didn't realize. I was too distracted by you!" I could hear the smirk in his voice and I blushed. "Oh be quiet," I said kind of hoping he wouldn't. "Oh! I actually was supposed to go record a video a while ago, so I should go do that. See you lover boy~" He giggles and leaves. 'BUDDY HAS LEFT YOUR CHANNEL' My face was so red. "I- hm... Skeppy you muffin head." I smile to myself.

It was about 3 am and I was scrolling through Twitter when I got a notification from Skeppy. I clicked on it. "Idk ask bad" I looked at what he was replying to. "When are you guys meeting up?? @Skeppy @Badboyhalo " I clicked reply and typed jokingly "Tomorrow." I got a text from Skeppy.

MuffinHead<3: so tomorow?

I explained to him that it was a joke and we decided on a date to meet up. February 12th. Skeppy will fly to me and We will be together for a week. I was over-excited about seeing my best friend and crush. Only two weeks until the day. I put my phone down and decided to sleep, my thought filled with only Skeppy.

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