I always go back to these mem'ries
Moments you might have forgotten
But has always lived in me
It's nostalgic, still electric
For one, two and three
Never thought I'd stay like this
In the room of yesterday
Can't force myself to leave
How could I attempt to do so
When you're everything for me
I like it this way more than anything
But it'd be better with you
I'm not even half of ideal
Not even close to a standard
But crazily true in this madness
For love, for life, in all fairness
Only if you know how it's going
Only if you felt how and why
You could've deserved a world
From the other side of eternity
Mesmerized as I've always been
Fantasy, I'm hurt tog be in
Wished I were one angel down here
Letting my wings take you up with no fear
(4:20-4:29 pm, Jan. 30, 2021)
