THE DEAD HEART

Chapter 5 : THe EnD

Sometimes it's just hard to keep pretending , Dean never wanted to be friends with El  as he always wanted to seek revenge from her but we have to say he did an absolutely fantabulous job , as he successfully won El's trust
                        There second year ended at a good note , their bond was now very famous  in the college ,  but it didn't went so easy as it seemed like . El didn't get anything in her life so easily Dean now started to show his true colours . As El proposed Dean , and he said yes because he wanted El to experience more and more pain he could ever give her , El kept building the wall but Dean kept hammering it , El fell in love so terribly  with Dean that she didn't know what is right and what's not , some people who inked Dean's  plan , tried to explain El but she was falling for him so badly that it didn't affected her , Dean always considered El as a waste of time or just a time pass ,  nothing more than that he didn't took his relationship seriously .
                             El was so fallen for him, that she thought that's it , it is the end of her pain , struggles , sadness but she didn't knew , she was stepping in the world of darkness with all the doors and windows closed and will never ever heal .
                           It was her birthday as Dean decided to tell the truth to El . He didn't knew that it was her birthday.
                          ( Knock , knock !!?)
El didn't have any clue she peeked from the pinhole of the door she saw Dean she was extremely happy as she thought Dean is here to celebrate her birthday , she opened the door hugged Dean tightly , and welcomed Dean . She said " Dean you knew that today is my birthday ?"
Dean " umm..ye..yess that's why I am here "
El "  wow that's lovely  thats great but I .. "
Dean " what happened"
El " I don't celebrate my birthday so as you can see it's all.....normal "
Dean " See I have to talk to you it's serious "
El " yea what's the matter"
Dean " see I don't like you , yaa...yaa in simple words I didn't liked you ever it was just all .....joke  or revenge from you  ok now we have to end this all here so yes it's all over and now please don't create any drama in college tommorow  please just don't . "

Dean started leaving all smiling and giggling as he succeeded to destroy El for the last time.
El didn't believed it  at all she thought he was joking .. she ran towards the door stoped him and asked " you are joking right , you love me , right ?"
Dean " see I am not joking , let me go now , you know  it's your karma for what you did with me that day in the library , remember ?"
El didn't let him go so she begged him not to leave her but Dean pushed her and went  making fun of her .

Dean left

El was now all left with tears and sadness as her's eyes were dull and empty , her breathe slowed , her heart barely wanted to beat . Tears welled from deep inside and coursed down her cheeks. Tears spilt over and flowed down her face like a river escaping a dam , tears flowing steadily

El didn't knew what is going on with her life , anger and emotions led her to threw her things , slammed the door ,  banged the wall , It was scary and disturbing for her . This was the last night she would cry AS

She ended up her life .

Next day ambulance and cops came they found all the things broken up , and a  letter written by El .

               "I  am going to put
                myself to sleep a
                little longer nobody
                Is Blamed . its  all
                My Choice and will ."
             
 
So it was all an open and close case .
            It was a sucide .
When Dean heard all about this he felt so depressed , he knew it was all his fault , he couldn't forgive himself ever , Cedric when heard it he was all Normal it didn't affected his life as well as Aunt dua and his brother also didn't had any  impact in their life even they didn't came to see her. It was all NORMAL for them .

No one was affected . But .

IT all took a price that was

EL's life .

El was so broken down emotionally and mentally .

El only needed someone in her life who could guide  her between what is wrong and what is right .

She was not weak but she couldn't go with another terrible time so she used to cry only because her mouth couldn't explain how broken she is . But some situations left her with no choice .
No one ever tried to know the sadness behind a smiling face of hers .

She wanted to cry in someone's arm and talk about everything . But there was no one who would want to listen her . First her parents left her , next her aunt tortured her and left nothing to taunt her , no friends , then a toxic relationship and then this how could anyone can face this all alone .

                  El's grave was Burried near her parents grave . Dean used to visit her  grave  every year once , to mount a flower on her grave as well as her parents , as she used to mount a flower on her parents grave twice a year . Dean mounted the flowers went close to El's grave and cried out with sadness  , as he was very shameful for what he did
"Miles away or world apart always in my mind and forever in my  heart , I am sorry El " . Dean realized one thing that he wasn't the hero in this story , He was the villan .
    

El lose her life Her heart was dead forever and ever .

No matter how hard you try , No matter how desparate you are , No matter how long you wait , No matter how much you can go through and still smile ....Some Stories just don't have a "HAPPY ENDING"...