Keep Holding On

If forever exist

"I don't know if there is forever, heck I don't know if Life after death is true, but for whatever reason .. I will always love you" - Superlear

Zion Mark Flutely

"Quit playing games with my heart, with my heart" - Backstreet boys

I just had my break-up 2 hours ago, and I fucking want to die. That Ashley really did capture my fucking heart and you know what the fucking hell she did?!?! SHE CHEAT ON ME! And you know what's worse? You probably don't but I'll tell you: IT'S BECAUSE OF CHRISTIAN ZEIGLER. The captain of that effin football, I mean what does she sees in him? I'm a captain too, Basketball captain.

I've been head over fucking heels to her and she chose him over me?! For what reason? I'M NOT GOOD IN KISSING! Yes, you fucking read it right, I ain't got no future in kissing as what she said. Daaaamn, it hurts. I love her, I really do. She laugh at me and announced to the whole school and I'm still a fucking virgin and that my penis has never into a womans cave.

That ass, I may love her but heck, that's one shit of a shame for me. But I should get my mind off her now, just now because mom said, our visitor will be coming today. I hope she's not much of a killjoy.

Knock knock!

"Son! Christines' here" shouted mom from outside.

"yes gorgeous, I'm coming!" I shouted back. I know that I am adapted but it doesn't matter to me, both my foster parents love me and I do love them too, unlike my biological parents, they leave me and didn't even have the courage to find me or even asked if how am I doing or coping up. Stupid. I am happy with my life now, even if my fathers' dead (foster one) and Ashley broke up with me, it's okay as long as moms' still here and never leave me, I'll be happyy and complete.

I walked downstairs and meet my cousin, she's pretty and well gloomy. Maybe she misses her family and friends. So as a good guy, I asked her if I can tour her, so that I can relax too, hitting two birds in one stone. Thankfully, she agreed. We went to the zoo and had fun there.

I think we'll get along so well.