This is as confusing as it gets for anyone my age. I am feeling things I shouldn't and I usually wouldn't. I guess it is all part of growing up.
I have been in love with someone for the last one year. That person probably doesn't even care or even know. But here's the twist. Maybe I am delusional about this "love" or maybe it's the truth, in fair honesty I don't know it myself. Yes, that's how confused I am.
I keep waiting and waiting yet nothing ever happens and in the process I push away people who actually care and love me but I just can't help it I can't change how my heart feels.
At the moment I really don't know when I'll be ready to give my heart to the person who is actually waiting for it, maybe by the time I am ready , she will have given it to somebody else. But that's what love is, right? Two people meant for each other and with a little bit of luck they land at the right place and time.
