The God of Mischief and his Goddess

Chapter twenty-four

A few weeks went by and Thor went back to the Avengers tower. He talked to Loki and told him everything Odin told him before. Loki couldn't believe what Thor has told him. "How is she?" Thor asked finally. "As you can see she is still not awake." Loki hissed. "I can't believe that I still can't remember this day in every detail," Loki said in disbelief. Thor placed his hand on Loki's shoulder. "Me too brother," Thor replied and hugged Loki to comfort him.
"This is cute, are you two start kissing now," I said with a weak voice before I instantly fall to sleep again. "Darling. Talk to me." Loki said as he hushed over to me. "I am here." A tear rolled down his cheek. "I'll get the nurse," Thor said as he runs out to bring the nurse to my room. The nurse came to my room and checked me. "She is okay. Better than some days before. But she needs some rest. I think she will wake up soon." She said smiling. It was the first time that she had hope I would make it.

I tried to speak again, but I wasn't able to speak. It felt like something was holding me back. Like I have to do something else before I could go back to Loki. But what is it? I thought about it and at the same time, I tried to move my body. As I thought I could move my hand a vision came back in my thoughts. But this time it wasn't something that was happening right now or something that will happen in the future. It was something that happened in my past. It was my whole past. Every moment came back. And every lucky memory I had with Loki. But something came back that we tried to figure out for a long time. My memories about our miracle came back.

I was in a little room, it was my old room where I lived while I was living in Asgard. I was sitting on my old bed and looked towards the door. Loki entered the room and I was very nervous. I stand up and told him about our miracle. I was nervous because I thought he would be angry at me but he was happy. He hugged me and smiled. "I am the happiest man in the whole universe." He said happily. "I thought you would be angry at me," I mumbled. Loki cupped my face in his hands. "Are you kidding me? I am so happy right now. We wanted this for so long. And now our biggest dream came true." He replied still smiling from ear to ear.

Loki was laying next to me in the hospital bed. He looked at me and waited for any sign. Everything that would give him more hope that I would wake up soon. "Darling. Please. I need you. I love you." He said hoping I would reply this time. Since I spoke a few days ago he tried everything to speak with me. And he waited for a response but nothing has happened so far.
"Forever and always," I said as I hold his hand tight in mine. "Darling. You're awake again." Loki said happily grabbing me in a hug and continued "I am so happy that you can talk to me again. I missed your voice. And I missed you." "I know. I've missed you too. I tried to speak to you for weeks but it didn't work. Until that one day. Before I fall to sleep again." I said when I tried to lift myself. Loki helped me so I could sit next to him. "I can remember everything again. And I finally know what our miracle means." I said looking into his eyes.

"You have to tell me but I have to tell you something too. About the day you erased our memories. Thor talked to Odin and he told him about it." Loki stroked my cheek. He tried to continue but I interrupted him before he could go on. "I know. I heard everything he told you. And I can remember it now. I dreamed of it. But I have to tell you about our miracle." I said worriedly. "You can tell me everything. Darling, I'm here for you." He said smiling and kissing me on the forehead. I take a deep breath and start explaining everything. "I was in my old room and you were there too. It's not easy to say that. Our miracle... I was pregnant. I told you that you would be a father a few weeks before I was forced to erase every memory" I said not able to look into his eyes again.

He looked at me. I could feel that he was shocked. And confused. "What happened to our baby?" He asked. "Do you remember when I told you that I was imprisoned? And while I was there some guards tortured me. They punched me many times. And they punched me in my stomach. They punched me so hard and often that I lost our child. I am so sorry that I couldn't protect the baby. It's all my fault." I said crying. "Darling listen. Nothing of this is your fault." He said wiping away my tears. "Everything will be okay. It's hard for us to process all of that. But we will do it together." He said and wanted to kiss me on my cheek. But I turned my head so that he kissed my mouth instead. "Could you bring me back to our apartment? I want to sleep there tonight with you layin next to me." I asked. "Of course darling." He chuckled as he carried me to our apartment holding me very tight in his arms. It was a nice and warm feeling. I felt safe with him holding me that tight. I wish he would never have to let go of me.

As we arrived at our apartment, he sat me down on the bed. He went to the other side and grabbed me from behind in a hug. "And now sleep, my love. It's late." Loki said calmly. "I am not tired," I replied yawning. He began to laugh softly. "I see. You are not that tired." He said sarcastically. "Tell me everything I've missed," I said closing my eyes and laying my head on Lokis's chest. He told me that Nat visited me often and that she tried to find the attackers. But no one was able to find some clues. He also talked a bit about the others but I fall asleep.