Why can't you tell me? The way I should see things. I am hopelessly dying inside. You stare and smile at me so bright. But you can't see a thing.
I'm breaking down. My heart is damaged. I'm shaking up. The world is falling apart. I can't breathe. The pain is killing me. The memories are sinking in. I can't escape. I can't escape this.. The memories. I'm trapped inside the memories.
Something deep inside of me. It's changing me.
I freeze and watch the world around me. If I change inside can you please remember the old me? I want you to remember me. Please don't forget me. But I keep fading as I seek for the truth..
When I found you but I can't touch u with these hands. I don't want to hurt you. So I kept fading. I don't want you to look for me. Please stop searching.. I'm broken and the memories stained me. I can't erase it. I'm stuck here.. Without you.. I start to shake up. It keeps piercing through. The pain that grows inside of me. My mind is breaking up. My emotions keep piling up. All of my feelings collapsed. Why is my heart so cold?