Little Toy Guns (OHSHC Kyoya Fanfic)

Behind These Hazel Eyes

Song:
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
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Kyoya's POV
Kito seemed so broken and sad now. It was the polar opposite of how she had seemed when my family went over for dinner. Could she have been faking that whole happy act? Assuming that whole happy act was faked, how long had she been using it to make it that perfect?

I was now really worried about Kito. Our families had been close for several generations. It would be bad if something happened to her. Her parents would probably break down if something happened to her. Her parents thought the world of her. That was obvious. I hadn't noticed that we were both standing there awkwardly. I briskly walked back over to my laptop. Kito sighed and sat on a couch nearby.

She stared blankly up at the ceiling, as though she were deep in thought. She didn't even noticed when Haruhi sat on the same couch as her. The look on Kito's face registered conflicting emotions. It was strange, seeing this side of her. I had known her for a very long time, due to both our family's social standings. How had she hidden so much?

I jerked my head up when I heard the doors to the music room open. Kito's parents walked in. I heard Kito let out a small, sad sound. Her father, Nao, walked over to her, "Kitty..." The look on her face seemed neutral, though she had been downcast looking only a couple minutes ago, "Yes, father?" Nao let out small sigh and looked down. Sugimoto came over and sat next to Kito. Sugimoto rested her hand daintily on Kito's small shoulder, "We have some bad news, my dear." Kito's neutral expression shattered, "What do you mean?" Both Nao and Sugimoto looked around, as if making sure no one was around. No one except us hosts and their daughter. They kept their voices low as the both spoke in unison, "We are getting divorced."

A broken shattered wail came from Kito, "NO!" Sugimoto frowned, "Kito, please cal-" She was cut off by Kito pushing past them both and running to the bathroom. I heard the door slam and lock with a small ca-chink. Sugimoto and Nao ran after her. I didn't want to be nosey, but I followed them to see what would happen. I heard loud sobbing and begging voices for Kito.

What had this poor girl been through? She obviously had a high degree of emotional trauma. She didn't deserve what she was dealing with. She was honestly a nice girl, and she wasn't obsessive like most girls who knew me acted.

Maybe I should try to help her. She was someone who deserved kindness. I had only one thoughts, how much pain were hidden behind her mocha brown eyes.