i know

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I know that i messed up a few years ago. When Katie and i got into a fight and said things that we were gonna regret but it's okay now. Now we get along just fine. I know that Mom and Dad split up because I was making dumb decisions. I know all this is my fault because it is my fault. I know  that it's not my fault but honestly I have no idea what she's talking about. Everyday I try though put into words how it's hard enough for me but every time it just hurts. There would be times where I was sad there would be times when I was angry sometimes even anxious. I'm surprised I still have my best friend with me even though I have messed up. Spencer says I'm fine but he honestly doesn't know what I'm going through right now. I'm not going to a counselor anymore because I know that I can handle this myself when I was 14 everything was different but now I'm 22 and it is so hard. I know that I've lost a few friends along the way because I'm different because I was sick in freshman year of high school. All I wanted that year was someone to at least care but you know who did  mostly my parents and my best friend Katie.

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