the dream of my life TBDL

The treatment

I see that quite a few people have read my story so I will continue and I want to give special thanks to everyone that read my first story I ever wrote if you guys ask me to keep writing I will. Anyway back to the story.

We arrive at the therapist with about 5 minutes to spare I look out the window to see not that many cars in the Parking lot we get out and I am still sucking on my pacifier. We walk in and my mom signs me in at the reception desk and we wait for about 3 minutes. I was playing with some toys when I here someone leaving I look at my mom sitting down I run over to her and hide behind her she just smiles and hugs me. The lady walks in and ask for Mark. My mom stands up and walks over to the woman while I am right behind her. We walk to the ladies room and sit down and start to talk about our visit and why we are there

Mom- well you see the doctor that we went to said that my son here is in a head space? And he recommended us to you to better understand this thing.

Therapist- well I can indeed tell you about that, but there is something else that you didn;t notice about  him as well. she looks at me and coos, there is something else that you want to tell mommy isn't there princess?

i just nod my head, my mom looking very confused at why she called me princess. I look at the therapist and nod knowing that she was asking me if she could tell my mom. she nods at the reply.

Therapist- well you see a head space is when a kid, teen or even adult think and repond like they would when they were younger the further they are in there head space the younger they are. and when they are in their head space most of the time they are a lot happier then they were before. It is nothing to be ashamed of, it is not his fault but he can come out of his head space if he really wants to or if he needs too. 

Mom- okay now whats the other thing that i did not notice about my son and you did.

Therapist- well your Son doesnt really like to be your Son,

Mom- are you telling me that my child doesnt want me to be his mother!

Therapist- no for heavans sake that is not at all what i am telling you what i am telling you is that your Son wishes he was your daughter.

my mom looks at me and asks if it is true. i nod and start crying. the therapist trys to hand me a teddy bear, but i just push it away and cry even more. The therapist looks at my mom and asks her if she had anything like a blakie or a teddy bear that i liked as well as a pacifier. she nodded and handed her all of those items. the therapist askes her to leave the room and to wait in the lobby until she comes and gets her.

My mom says ok and does what the therapist asked her to do and waits in the lobby untill she is called.

The therapist asks me to calm down. and i dont she says that if i calm down she will give me a present that i will like. i start to calm down a little bit and she gets closer to me and pulls an item from behind her back and craddles me in her arms and put a pink pacifier in my mouth and i start to suck on it imediately. after a while she brings me to another room and closes my eyes i almost started to cry but she said that it was a surprise and did not want to spoil it. i calm down again and let her lead me down the hall into a room she lets me open my eyes now and to my surprise it was a pink girly nursury teen sized. i look at her and smile and hug her. she just smiles and brings me to a table and picks me up and places me on it. i blush now knowing what the table was for. she just smiles and hands me my teddy bear and smiles even more. i take teddy and hide behind him while she undresses me completely. she diapers me and lets me down off of the table and brings me to the middle of the room and opens the closet door and asks me what i would like to wear and that my mom will not have to pay for it. i look at all of the clothes hanging up and pick one that was not to pink but pink enough to be gils clothes only and she smiled as she grabbed the dress and put it on me i smiled and hugged her and told her i love you aunty she just smiles and hugs me back and says i love you too baby doll. I look around the room and run towards the stuffed animals and fall down before i get there aunty says uh oh when i fell down and i giggled and got back up and ran again, i fell for a second time then i realized that i could not run with this diaper on. so i began to crawl to the dolls and when i got there i rolled back so i was sitting down in frount of all of the dolls. i began playing with all of them when i see a pink blaket being put in frount of me i crawl over to it and grab the soft and fluffy blanke in frount of me. i go back to the stuffed animals and play with them and act like we are having a tea party. my aunt goes and gets my mom so she can come and see me. after they talked for a bit about me. they sit in my aunts room that i was in a while ago crying in. my mom asks to see me before they begin talking. my aunt agrees and brings her to see me and smiles when she sees me having so much fun with the stuffed animals and wearing a pink dress and something white underneath the dress she thought that they were just panties. they get into my aunts room and begin to talk about me.

Mom- so he is really happy like this isn't he 

Aunt- yes he is, he is acutaly a lot happier than i thought that he would be.

Mom- you do realize that you can't tell your brother about this right, that would break Mark's heart.

Aunt- yes i do realise that and i also knew about this before you came to see me. Rebeca had told me what mark had told her when she followed him outside on the swing set. she had told him that she should have as much fun as she could while she was still young. and imeadiately i knew that he wanted to be a TB witch means Teen Baby but the girl thing was just from observation. and did you know that there is a very good chance that you son is gay, 

my moms eyes didnt even budge 

Mom- yeah i thought so after you said that he wanted to be a girl.

Aunt- Yeah but i will be happy to take care of him for a couple of days at my place while he gets used to this and you get used to how he may act from now on.

My mom agrees with my aunt and they both arive in the nursery and started to play with me and my dolls, they tell me that i will be staying at my aunts house for a while and that i will not be going back to school for a while. i just say otay and continue playing with the dolls. we say poru good byes and my mom leaves. and i stay at work with my aunt. she asks me of some of her clients can see me like this and i nod knowing that she will protect me if they are not nice. so some of her other clients arrive and my aunt brings me into her room and brings some toys into her room with me so i can play while she works. some of her clients acutaly liked me and would even play with me while they talked to my aunt. my aunt was happy cause her clients were talking to her a lot more than they normaly would. after work was over, we headed for my aunts car and then, her house