Falling endlessly into a pit of blackness,
But it's familiar
You've felt this before.
Nostalgia entering your lungs, causing you to choke on your tears.
You can't breathe,
You can't breathe,
You can't breathe.
You can hear the taunting words in your head.
'You stupid miserable child, you worthless piece of shit, how did i give birth to someone like you??'
It hurt.
You gasp for air, but only swallow the dark around you.
You. Can't. Breathe.
You frantically move your arms around,
Needing,
Wishing,
Wanting,
For at least one breath of air
But to your avail, nothing.
You were left to drown in your despair.
Needing,
Wishing,
Wanting.
For at least a small sliver of hope.
