Streamer ~ Quackity x reader

Part 25- lonely

Alex left almost exactly 24 hours ago and my place already feels empty, its so quiet and I hate it. I have no one to just talk to other than the walls and the furniture and they don't even listen which is rude.

I have talked to Amelia and Alex text me to say he got home safe but when he was here we were talking almost every minute we were together if not we were at least enjoying one another's company but now I'm all alone. You never realise how lonely living alone is until you spend a few weeks with other people. God I need to get out more.

I was getting bored of staring the the plain walls of my apartment so I decided to head into my office and stream for a bit to give me something to do. I haven't been streaming as much as I normally would so I thought it would be nice to do a chill stream and have media share on and answer questions while doing random things on a Minecraft world.

My chat started sending in videos which I watched, some of them were quite funny but some were incredibly random. People sent me those weird sugar crash edits of things in the background of my videos (please tell me you know what I mean). They also sent me videos of Alex which I had to try not to smile at as much as I wanted to so people didn't say anything.

People also sent me questions which I answered, most were basic things like my birthday, star sign and other random things about me. Quite a lot of the questions revolved around the dream smp and the members which I was more than happy to answer but I don't know a lot about the others so I couldn't answer some things.

Where is big Q?

"He went back home yesterday"

Are you two dating?

"No we aren't we are just friends"

What about techno are you two dating

"No I'm not dating anyone"

There were a few more annoying questions asking if I was dating certain people even though I already told people I was single which wasn't a complete lie but also not the whole truth. I felt bad for lying and it didn't feel good to say there was nothing going on between me and Alex but I had to say it because I can't deal with the hassle.

I ended my stream after being on for 3 hours and then went to make myself a grilled cheese for lunch. As I sat down to eat there was a knock at my door, no one ever comes to my apartment so I was kind of scared. I looked through my peep hole but it was just Amelia so I let her in, she gave me a hug right away like she always does.

She walked right in and stole a yogurt from my fridge to eat as well as an apple from my fruit bowl. It didn't even faze me she does this all the time she even steals the food I've made sometimes so I was surprised she didn't steal my grilled cheese.

"So I'm going to need you to tell me everything that happened with Alex here" she said

"No hi or sorry I didn't tell you I was coming?" I questioned

"There is no time for that I need to know all the details" she said

"Well we spent a few nights cuddling together, he held my hand quite a lot, we kissed before he left and"

"Hold on two seconds, you kissed!" She interrupted

"Yeah when I took him to the airport we stood in the parking lot and he kissed me, it was amazing I really felt something. I really think we are going to last" I said

"Finally, so are you two official yet?" She asked

"No we decided that we are committed to one another but we have no label yet, I just think its too soon but at some point we will be official" I said

She shook her head at first and then she was happy knowing I prefer to take things slowly even if she would have just made things official. She always pushes me to be bolder and just get what I want every now and then and forget about the consequences. She has a point but I feel like I have too much to lose by doing that so I don't.

Amelia stayed with me for a little while longer but left when I got a text from Alex she practically ran out of the door so that I could talk to him. She did have to come back because she left her keys but the thought was there.

I looked at my phone and texted Alex back, he was asking if I could FaceTime so when I responded he FaceTimed me straight away. It was nice seeing his face again even if I would prefer to see him in person but this would do for now. We talked about life and how much we both missed each other, I also got a moving date earlier while I was streaming which was in a months time which was so much sooner than I thought.

"No way that so soon, do you need any help with anything?" He asked

"I don't know I need to make some phone calls but I will let you know if I need help" I replied

He stayed on FaceTime with me while I looked at furniture and other things for the house, he was really helpful and good at interior design. I guess it helps that he looked round the house with me so he know what will look good where.

We only ended our call so that we could go onto discord to get ready for a lore stream in the dream smp and then we were going to have some fun to lighten the mood.

Authors note: the next part is a direct continuation from this one so be ready for some lore stuff.