My Sunflower

Part 8

KANA: 

Its been a week since i see khun.. No said that khun is busy with his girl and No told me stop being sad cause there is nothing I can do about it.. so we always go to the mall and  have some fun.. i'm so thankful to No cause his always at my side even if he had his personal life.. and yes No is like me his a gay and has have a boyfriend sometimes his boyfriend is with us..

One day morning while I'm walking i saw No with his boyfriend they are laughing and i envious them how i wish i have one too..hayyyyyssssss.. i just smile and told to my self that  someday i will be happy someday.. while I'm day dreaming i hear someone calling me.. i was surprised when i see khun and a girl beside him holding his hand..

KHUN:    kana how are you its been a while since  saw you... recently I'm busy (smile)

KANA:    yeah your super busy with your love.. just me thinking .. I'm ok phi hehehe you how are you.. you look so happy.. and look at the girl.

KHUN:     ah oh by the way kana this is lisa my girlfriend and lisa this is my friend kana..

KANA:   I smiled  and look at her.. hi lisa nice to meet you..  I don't  know what to do I want to go.. i don't want to see them its better  for me not to see him than to see them like this so sweet to each other.. my heart is hurting..

KHUN:      his the one I'm talking too.. his the one pushed me to you.. smiled at him

LISA:   really...! thankyou so much.. because of you we ended up together.. thankyou.. (she kiss him)..

KANA:   Oh my god what should I do..? she kissed him... i look down for me not to see them kiss.. i want  to go now keep telling to my self..

ahm by the way khun i got to go.. i have something to do...

KHUN:  aww  we just want to invite you for  a dinner .. 

KANA:   AHHH no need phi i just need to go somewhere thankyou maybe next time... then i smile at them then say goodbye... while I'm walking alone i just thinking  and told to my self that i can do this i need to make myself busy... 

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I'm busy  studying and make a group project i make my so busy the whole year.. and i barely talk to No because of workload at school.. Yesterday when we meet at the hallway he told me that i need a break or i ended up sick..

hey kana  take a rest or you'll get sick don't push your self to much..

No  you know that  need to do this.. you know why..

i know but you keep doing it the whole year.. aren't you tired...? and i don't want to see you getting sick

yes I know No thankyou so much for your concern.. 

by the way I heard something from khun's classmate... khun and lisa are breaking up..

what..? i was shock from what i heard... what happen..? they are so in love with each other...

from what i heard khun saw lisa with some other guy.. that girl is two timing how could she do that to my friend..

what oh my god how is he now..? is khun ok..?

ohoo kana don't do that kind of expression  don't expect anything..

i know No.. i just want to know if his ok...

don't worry he will be alright .. go back to your work i have to go.. i need to greet khun ok.. i just update you.. bye...

ok No take care..

After i finished my work i go to my room to take some rest.. 

I just remember  what happen to khun.. is he ok what should i do..? should i call him or text him if his ok.... ahhh there is something  a lot in my mind.. I just lie down on my bed when some knock at my door..

knock knock knock ..keep on knocking

I stand up and and opening the door..

hey why you knocking at my door that way.. are you crazy............... i didn't finished what I'm gonna say when i see who is it..

its No together with khun..

I'm in shock when i saw them.. what are you two doing here..? is there something...... i was about to asked them but No look at me give a signal so i just let them.. 

oh you got a drink...? and khun ask me

is it ok if we have some drink..? no told me that your alone that's why we are here

 i look at no and said yes its ok khun... 

I prepared the food and drink we sit down  and start ..

we talk about what happen to khun and he cried a lot he love lisa but lisa cheat on him,, i dont know what should say to him i just listen to him and No is drunk already so i lay down no to my bed thanks god my bed is big.. when i see khun  is sleep i brought him in the bed also.. I stared at khun and tell him while he was sleeping .........

its ok khun  that means that she don't deserve you, that there's someone out there that waiting for you.. waiting for you to feel the same too.. i said that while I'm crying silently.. i  look at his face crying and later i fall asleep too..

..............................................................................................................................................................................ok guys that enough for to day thankyou.