Breakdowns

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2 weeks later: I've been going through postpartum depression I love my daughter with everything in me but sometimes it gets hard especially since Melo is always gone because of basketball, sometimes I can be just feeding her and will start crying I've been having breakdowns out of nowhere and it's a lot.

(Phone rings)

Me: Hello

Melo: Hey babe how you feel?

Me: Hi baby and good

I was trying to hide the fact I was always having a small breakdown

Melo: That's good where is Indya?

Me: She's laying down sleep

Melo: oh okay I miss y'all so much

Me: (starts to cry out of nowhere) Yea we miss you too

Melo: Baby what's wrong?

Me: Nothing it's nothing I'm fine

Melo: No something is wrong what is it?

Me: ...... I've been having breakdowns baby this motherhood thing is all just so new to me, what if I'm not a good enough mom?

Melo: Baby why haven't you told me about your breakdowns? And don't do that you are going to be the best mother.

Me: I don't know I just didn't want you to stress, and you think so?

Melo: baby I love you more than anything and I don't think I know.

Me: I love you too baby thank you

Melo: I'll be home tomorrow

Me: Really?

Melo: yes I can't wait to see y'all

Me: we can't wait to see you

Melo: baby I got to go but I love y'all give Babygirl a kiss for me

Me: okay love you more

After we got off the phone I went and got Indya and gave her a kiss

Indya: (Makes baby noises)

Me: I love you babygirl

To be continued ✨

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