the start of me and you

chapter six

Mad's pov;

I woke up with arms around my waist, I jumped up and went to grab my stuff. "Madison, it's okay it's just me" Jaden said to me, while running to me. He grabbed my waist and made me look up at him. Embarrassing not going to lie. "Oh I'm sorry, I'm not used to waking up to people," I looked up at him, "why'd you have your arm around me" I asked him. No one ever held me like that, not even my ex. He never did really anything with me honestly, I think he was embarrassed of me. "I didn't mean to, I just did it in my sleep" he said to me. That's weird, he was awake when I woke up. Wait. "You were still holding me when I woke up," I said to him, smirking. He blushed at my comment. Holy shit that was so cute. He looked down smiling. "Maybe I wanted to keep the feeling going" he said to me. You know when people say they get that weird feeling, like butterflies. That's what I just got, do I like him? "Um, well.." I stuttered, "that's cute of you" mentally slapping myself. Cute of you? Why mads why. I looked back up at him and saw him smiling at me, I just stared at him. Did I ever mention his eyes are like the ocean. They're beautiful but with many hidden secrets in them. 

Jaden's pov;

I kissed her and I don't fucking regret it, her lips are soft and it's like I was meant to do this. With her. Not trying to sound sappy, but I am just saying. She grabbed my neck, deepening the kiss. A couple of minutes later, she pulled away leaving us both out of breath. Best kiss I ever had.

"That was-" I cut her off, "amazing." She looked up at me and smiled. I could get used to this. "Do you..uh.. wanna go out on a date tonight" I asked nervously."

Mad's pov;

A date. I've never been on a date, my ex said they were lame to do. Since we were always together, there wasn't a reason to do it. Should I go? I mean I would love to, but what if this is just a one time thing. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked." Jaden told me, he let go of me and started walking back to bed. Without thinking, I grabbed his arm and pulled him into a kiss. "I would love to go on a date with you." I said to him, both of us smiling like idiots. We got out of our moment when his phone started ringing. 

Jaden's pov;

Damn it josh.

'*on the call*' (josh) (jaden) 

Hey man, I'm kind of busy right now. So make it quick.

Yeah sorry bud, but travis wants you at the studio all tomorrow. He tried contacting you and you never answered?

He did? Didn't even notice. I'll talk to him tonight after my date.

Date? My boy is getting some! Who is it? Is she hot?

She's a beautiful woman and you'll meet her soon. We're just going on a date, our first one, and seeing where it goes.

Damn okay, I'll talk to you later than.

'*call ended*'

Mads just smiled at me and wrapped her arms around my torso. Damn, maybe the boys were right about me being a simp. I honestly meant what I said. 

"How about me just leave early for that date?" I asked her, smiling. She agreed with me and we headed to boa.

*Two hours into the date*

Mad's pov;

"I'm telling you, i got my bra strap stuck in my braces!" I told him. Jaden and I have been going through old memories we had, basically anything that came in mind. 

"So, any past girlfriends?" I asked him, he just stopped laughing and went serious quickly. Did he have a bad girlfriend or something? "I'm sorry, I should have asked." I told him, picking at my steak. Who knew one thing can make something so awkward. "It's okay, it's just something I don't like talking about." He told me, giving a small smile. I know the feeling. "My ex wasn't the best either" I said to him, I hate him. He never did more than hugging with me, never even held my hands. We kissed like three times and we dated for three years. Out of nowhere, he broke up with me and started dating the popular girl. She hated me more than anything, never knew why. But anyways, I saw them doing everything I wanted to do with him. Hell, they went on many dates, It wasn't really a secret that they did. 

Jaden grabbed my cheek to wipe a tear, I didn't even know what I was crying. I don't like crying for him, he doesn't deserve my tears.

"Hey hey, you don't have to talk about it. But I'm always here whenever you want too." He told me. I pulled him into a hug. "Thank you" I said, kissing his cheek. We grabbed our things and started walking out of the building.

Jaden's pov;

I don't know what her ex did to her, but whoever he is.. I hope he gets what he deserves.

As we were walking cameras and supporters started showing up, I forgot boa was a famous place.

'Jaden who is this girl' 'have any music soon' just a bunch of questions. "Guys, can you back up a bit" I told them, "get the camera out of her face" I said to a supporter. I didn't mean to sound mean, so I gave her an apologetic smile.

Mads looked shocked and scared, so I grabbed her hand and started walking faster. They were behind us and in front of us. If I'm being honest, I don't think they'll ever leave, Micheal where are you when I need you."Jaden, can we leave." Mads said, looking at me with sad eyes. Exactly why I told myself not to do relationships, I have too many cameras always around me and I can't ever be alone. As we reached my car, we hurried and left. 

It's been two minutes of silence. I looked at mads and it seemed like she was in her own thoughts. "Mads, look I'm sorry," I said, grabbing her thigh, "I just wanted to take you out and enjoy our time." I finished. She looked at me for a second, "you don't have to apologize for your job. This is what you have to go through and I know you hate it." She told me, while grabbing my hand. She knows I hate it? "Wait, how?" I asked her. I don't remember telling her, did I? I was pretty drunk yesterday. "I can see it on your face and you always smile at people. But it's fake." She told me. I pulled into my driveway. She can? Is it that noticeable?

Mad's pov;

I looked at him, he was in his thoughts.. I don't think people have realized. I unbuckled my seat belt and climbed over the seat to sit in his lap. He looked shocked but grabbed my wrist. "I know that you're not okay and I'm sorry you have to go through that." I grabbed his neck, "but I want to make this work and ." I told him. I was having mixed feelings. What would he say? Will he just say we're friends? Or he's going to reject me. I don't know, but all I know is that I see us.
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