tw//: physical abuse/abusive relationship, degrading
/angst/
chan looked down at his hands as his friends tried to persuade him not to go back home.
"channie, just spend the night at my house.. please?" chan slowly shook his head and look up at the boy who was talking to him.
"felix, i'm okay. you don't need to watch over me."
"really? because the last time you came home after hanging out with us without telling him, he beat you to a pulp." chan simply shrugged.
"it was my fault i didn't tell him.."
"okay chan, what the fuck. can't you get this through your thick skull?? he abuses you, manipulates you, he doesn't even fucking love you. he's a cheater. you fall for it. we are trying to save you but you're too fucking dumb to realize the signals!" as tears start to fall down his cheeks, chan looked at jisung, quickly grabbing his things before rushing out of the café they met up at.
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chan finally made it home. when he walked into the house the first thing he received was a slap in the face. that was hyunjin's way of giving a greeting kiss. at least that is what chan thought, his friend would disagree with that statement.
"where were you whore. were you fucking around with some other guy again??"
chan was hurt by that accusation, he would never cheat on his lover. chan tried to deny that but hyunjin wouldn't listen to him. instead, hyunjin pulled off his belt and shoved chan onto the couch.
chan winced in pain as he felt the belt hit his back. this was hyunjin's way of giving out his love. chan still loved him even if it had to be like this. at least he was touched by hyunjin. chan yelped in pain as the smacks got harder.
this was chan and hyunjin's relationship. chan always denied the fact that it was abusive. chan loved hyunjin, hoping hyunjin felt the same. there were multiple times his friends would try to call the cops, but chan always found a way to stop them. chan didn't want hyunjin to get in trouble, if he was to, chan would take the blame for it.
it hurt knowing that chan never got any love from hyunjin after pulling the stunts he did for him. instead he would get beaten more. maybe chan's friends were right. he needs to find a way out.
he really was tired of coming home and being beaten. he wanted hyunjin to give him love. but, you know, not every relationship is perfect.
