Push and Pull

My imagination

TAEYEON POV

Aroma of delicious food slowly surrounads each corner of the house. It was clear appearance of a girl carrying out her duty to her lover. Her beautiful face didn’t overshadow how hard she been work on her dish. Not far from her, there’s someone who look calm

sitting on living room flick the page of the magazine.

“Wow, Tae. The smell is really good. I can’t wait to eat your dishes”

The girls close the magazine and search for remote. She switches on the TV and change to each channel if there’s any interesting story. 

Yes. This is what I imagine for the whole years. Me and her together in one house. In one room, just two of us, no one can disturb our moment. Like a married couple. But, knowing the reality is not like that, it just my imagination going wild.

“Are you sure Tae, you don’t want go to Hawaii?? Think carefully enough?” Tiffany said loud, hoping Taeyeon can hear her.

What? What? Is she asking me to go honeymoon. I grin when I dream me and Tiffany having a good time together.

‘If only we go together, then I willing to follow’

“Fany ah, in past, your father always mention that he really want to go to Hawaii right? My family also same like that. But I never had any interest on it. “Taeyeon walk near to Tiffany

“Yeah, you right. Finally they have a chance to go together. They must have fun there. Ah,, I’m jealous. I want to go too” Tiffany pout make Taeyeon smile likes crazy

“But, why they decide to go now? I just come back home and they leave us just like that.” Tiffany continues making cute face.

‘Ahh, so cute’

As you can see, I and Tiffany is a cousin which she happens to live nearer with me. Tiffany is true; this is not the right time for them to go to Hawaii. Her first semester at her school just start, and she have three month to have fun. To be truth, I and Tiffany didn’t meet for one year already. And it awkward enough when she with me now.

“Huu, now, our family has gone, just left us together tonight, than we can…”

‘What is she trying to say? Tiffany, stop saying nonsense word’

“Watch Pororo together!! Yeaaa.” Tiffany jumping around likes a kid.

‘Oh, my mind is out of line.’ I sigh relieve.

“You like it Tae? I have watched this cartoon more than four times” Tiffany flashes her eyesmile.

She never change, always the same Tiffany who never amused me when she smile. I love seeing that, the people call killer eyesmile. Everyone saw it eventually will fall in love with her.  Included me, I know Tiffany received so many approach from both girl and boy. But what makes me confuse is why she’s never accepted any one from her admirer. And yet, she still doesn’t know my feeling towards her.

I start develop a feeling to Tiffany when we still in primary school. It has been more than 5 years, I secretly love Tiffany, and that feeling grow inside me day by day.

‘I think I need to use this chance well. I will all out my feeling towards her today.’

I was deep in my thought when I didn’t realize my hand almost touch the frying pan and it was too late when I start feel the hotness on my skin.