Hi
My name is Harry. Harry Styles.
I'm 21 years old.
You may know me from a band called One Direction.
Well, what i mean is you know me, because everybody in this whole world knows me, because they won't leave me alone and let me just enjoy what i do and have some free time! (all of that was sarcasm btw)
I'm the one in the band who is a player, apparently.
I love my job but i hate being named something that is not me.
You want to know those names?
Player
Man-whore
Ladies man
And then this one may shock you.
I hate being called straight.
That's right! You heard me! I hate being known as a straight person.
Cause I'm not.
I'm Bisexual.
Yes i do like girls, but i have had it in the ass more then "normal" sex if that's what you want to call it!
And right now my life is being controlled on this fact about me.
I can't be me.
And it sucks...
It also makes me want to hide this fact from my friends...well friend...well, i mean my crush.
I crush my friend. Louis Tomlinson.
I bet all you Larry Stylinson fans are all saying 'yes! I knew itttttt!' well yeah i like Louis...
But me liking him has ruined our friendship and some how, i feel like it has ruined the band too...
But i can't help it, i don't want to like him but how could i not fall for the guy with brown floppy hair and wears Vans all the time, oh, and of course, that ass. I mean, if you have seen Louis Tomlinson's ass, you will know what I'm on about.
I haven't told him my love for him, i haven't even told him I'm Bi. The others know...
I wish i had the balls to tell him but, every time I try, we have to go do something or i just run away....
I run away from my problems a lot.
Like that time i ran away from my first boyfriend when we was caught kissing in the school toilets...i just left him there to save my own skin...i just left him, i hate myself because of it. After that day i left that school, i wasn't going to stay and watch every at school find out my secret. All i know now is that he has no friends all because of me...
I will never forgive myself for that....
But i try and forget the past as i can't change my stupid mistakes....
My messed up life mistakes.
