I'm Sorry feat Chang Jo Teen Top

I'm Sorry - Chang Jo

"Ha Young, I'm busy tonight. I still have to practice with the hyungs. You don't have to wait up for me, just go and sleep first alright baby?  I promise that I'll make it up to you. Goodnight. I love you."

"I'm busy Ha Young-nah. Don't wait for me, okay? Bye."

"Don't wait for me tonight."

In the end, he doesn't even bothered to called you to AT LEAST informed you that he won't be home tonight. He could've text you, you thought to yourself.

You can feel that the two of you are getting rather distant nowadays. Before he would say something cheesy-yet-sweet which makes you blushed so hard that you need to cover your cheeks. But it makes you felt loved and cared by him.

"Goodnight, I love you."

And one thing for sure, and you've told him that you really like it when he says your name.

The next morning, you wake up as usual and sense someone being at your side. You stretched your muscles and turned around, and there he is. Chang Jo, your almost two years boyfriend laying down with his back facing you.

"He must be really tired." You murmured to yourself silently, not wanting to wake him up.

Beep Beep, the sound of his smartphone beeping a few times indicating there's a message received.

Who would've text him in this early morning? Its only 745 am.

You glanced to your digital clock placed on your nightstand, to the right of your bed. Shrugging off the feeling you gets up and walks into the bathroom to take a hot shower.

Its freezing cold out there.

Then after putting up a grey oversized t-shirt and a white shorts, you tied your hair into a messy bun. After all, you ain't going nowhere today. Didn't have the plan anyway.

Walking towards the kitchen, you decided to make some American style breakfast for the two of you. And so you begins with frying some sausages, the one with cheese and while waiting for the sausages to turned golden brown you put a few slices of bread into the toaster. Adding some other side dishes, you finalize it with a refreshing homemade yougurt-strawberry flavoured drinks for yourself. For Chang Jo, as he's kind of addicted to coffee you make a cup of coffee for him. You are a barista after all.

Feeling satisfied with the breakfast and the setting of the table, you playfully marched your feets heading to your room.

What a fine morning, and I am feeling good today.

A smile tugged at the side of your lips thinking that you can finally have a breakfast with him, and when finally you stands infront of your bedroom's door ...

"Jagi yah, I have to be here today with her. Or she'll suspects us being together. Plus, I've been with you right a few nights before."

Placing your palm on your mouth, you leans against the door trying to listens more, even though knowing your heart would be ripped into pieces.

"Yeah, I know. I missed you too."

"Alright, I'll see you tonight after practice, ne jagi-yah?"

Your heart shattered into pieces when you heard his conversation with his so-called-jagi. Tears managed to escaped itself from your eyes, slowly you walked backwards and quickly runs into your other bathroom.

"So... .. th.. thats why he never text me anymore. That's why he didn't came home. ... "

You locked yourself up inside the bathroom for almost an hour crying. You then wiped your remaining tears and came out the bathroom.

Silent engulfing the apartment.

Did he even realized that I was not here?

Walking into your room again, you saw his last night's clothes being thrown at a corner. You picked it up and decides to put it in the washing machine, before that you makes sure that nothing is in his pockets.

To your surprise, a different perfume can be smelled. A girl's perfume to be exact.

You feel so weak on your knees. Never that you thought he would lied to you, and on top of that he's cheating on you.

"Whyy ... "

Feeling too frustrated you quickly changed into some comfy outfits and rushed out heading to your best friend's house, Eun Ji.

You tell her everything, from how he stopped texting you to how you overheard his conversation with that girl.

"What? How could he? Did he know you know? "

As expected, she bombarded you with perhaps gazillions of questions and rants how you should have told him that you knew everything already.

And you could only hanged your heads low, with tears gushing out of your emerald-coloured eyes.

Its 8 pm now. I should be home, I need to. He'll worried over me.

And you decided to left Eun Ji's house, bidding goodbye as you felt much better.

At least for now.

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It didn't turned out as what I've expected. I know its not good. Never mind. I am a beginner anyway.  

I've finished this oneshot actually. But I'll let the first chapter up first.

Until someone at least comment or gained 25 viewers above, I'll update the next chapter.

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