I'm not okay with this (and never will be)

On the run

Dear diary, I have to get out of this stupid town. I'm a phicopath I killed someone. I need to hide. The cops are after me and I'm certainly not okay with this. But what about Dina I killed her ex what about Stan he's the only one who understands me what about Liam. I'm currently hiding from the cops in this stupid tower that Stan told me about. No one will find me up here. How am I going survive I have no food no water I can't go to the grocery store. My powers are out of control I don't know what to do I can't control them.

All I can think about is Dina. How I killed her ex. How I ruined are friend ship. I guess I'm losing my mind. I hope I get to see her one day. But I don't think that will ever happen. I'll probably die before that day comes. I can't survive out here forever. I have no food . I just wanna be at home with Liam. I haven't seen the stalker maybe I scared him of too.