Feelings

HIIIIII!!!!! This is something new. Its my sad feelings I had after watching Perks of being a Wallflower. I hope you like it. Please comment on if you like it or hate it. It really helps me out. :D Love you! xx

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"Who did this to you?"

"What?"

"Who did this to you?"

"I don't know what you're talking about."

"I can't help you if you don't tell me the truth."

"I AM TELLING THE TRUTH!"

"When you're ready to tell me the truth, just buzz me."

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They say that the truth will set you free. I don't have any truths to tell, my life is a lie. All that I've ever believed in was a big fat lie. My life, that seemed to revolve around me, actually didn't. It revolved around everyone else.

My 'friends' don't seem to understand my situation. But yet again, who would? Not my friends, not my family, not my teachers, no one... Not even me.

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"Can you tell me why you're here?"

"No... I can't..."

"Why can't you?"

"Because I don't know why."

"And what is that you do know?"

"I'm not sure..."

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It keeps being brought up. Everywhere. They all want to know what's going on. I always tell them that if they don't know, how would I?

They observe my life, they watch it, every single second, and yet they don't know.

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"What's it like?"

"About what?"

"What's it like having a void in your heart?"

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At first, the question confused me. But as time went on, I realised that there was no void in my heart. It was located in my soul.

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"When do you think things will get better?"

"Never."

"Excuse me?"

"Never."

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How does time pass?

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"One day, things will get better."

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Have said millions of people. Its more of an opinion, diverse as people. Mine, begs to differ.

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"Why do the stars shine so bright? And why don't you?"

"Because they are past kings, that watch over us. As far as me, I am no king. I don't have a place in the world."

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Have you ever wondered, what it's like to be free of people? To be cloistered on a deserted island? I often do. I want to get away. To be my own person, without anyone on my back.